All I want is the courage to CTB. I've tried to get better but I can't. I don't know why I have a fear of missing out. I'm not happy, Im not important and can be so easily replaced. Why is it so hard to kill oneself?
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Faraknur
Member
- Dec 15, 2021
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because of biology really. your lizard brain basically wants to live as long as possible.
it does not really matter what your higher self thinks.
FuneralCry
Just wanting some peace
- Sep 24, 2020
- 48,622
The survival instinct can be determined to keep us suffering, as even know we want to die we are programmed to survive. For me I am held back by the lack of peaceful and reliable way to exit and the fear of failure. I deserve a peaceful death, I want to fall into a eternal, dreamless sleep. I'm sorry you are in this situation. It can be dreadful when things are hopeless. I wish you the best.Similar threads
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