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Suicide Discussion

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eternalmelancholy
The fact that I didn't have to be born is such a mind f*ck
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10
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931
eternalmelancholy
eternalmelancholy
LostSoul1609
Storing SN?
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16
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1K
Holloet
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St. Jimmy
It's Getting Bad Again...
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2
Views
492
noname223
N
F
The feeling of losing conciousness
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5
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773
WornOutLife
WornOutLife
O
Just tested my SN with blood it turned brown. I am glad. Everything is OK
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4
Views
882
justanotherstar
justanotherstar
DemonicAngel
  • Poll
Of those who in the US who bought N from D
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5
Views
746
DemonicAngel
DemonicAngel
O
Help I am worried but ready..
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2
Views
621
oblongsquare
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Playlainin
buying SN in Australia
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8
Views
732
Storm225
Storm225
abruptum
I Feel So Alone
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2
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522
Meh
Meh
M
Soul Mates
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14
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983
Storm225
Storm225
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Story Autism
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19
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2K
IsThisTheEnd?
IsThisTheEnd?
_elliott
Help i need to go to a mental hospital, i think, and i have some questions
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15
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1K
Carrotcake
Carrotcake
hfdepression30
Everyone wants SN, but what’s wrong with charcoal?
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36
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8K
Last chance
L
T
Story Contemplations on my whole life, eternal suffering, and my goodbye letter.
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0
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1K
TheEndIsNeverTheEnd
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L
Venting FUCK Mother's Day: if anyone wants to vent about their mother here is a thread...
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30
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3K
TooConscious
T
Dripping
Help Is it allowed to discuss a place where i will leave leftover drugs after i ctb?
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6
Views
734
deletednumber
D
letied
  • Question
Story Has anyone in your neighborhood committed suicide?
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18
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1K
MindFog
MindFog
SweetDreams500
Discussion Guilt
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14
Views
841
Desi
D
Butterfly65
Why does this world feel the need to force people to live if they don't want to?
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18
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1K
nightnightnitrite
nightnightnitrite
Ghostly
..My cousin attempted suicide last night
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2
Views
950
I-can-only-imagine
I-can-only-imagine
G
Just ordered SN
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24
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2K
maya2125!
M
D
  • Question
I have a question
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2
Views
442
deletednumber
D
M
Discussion Nobody's going to forgive me if I live :)
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3
Views
445
suicideseeker
S
nightnightnitrite
Discussion Scared to CTB because of failure?
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17
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1K
katesmith
K
M
Physical chronic illness - suicide
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21
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2K
the_final_countdown
T
R
barbiturates availability in black market
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4
Views
791
RedHarlequin
RedHarlequin
P
Getting a taxi to beachy head?
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35
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3K
RedHarlequin
RedHarlequin
Morituri_Te_Salutant
  • Question
Opinion on people whom taunt suicidal people?
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15
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1K
IsThisTheEnd?
IsThisTheEnd?
Deadlyroses
Describe your ideal way to die
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76
Views
3K
Bergamot
B
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SN just arrived... want to go tonight
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32
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2K
Leiden
L
EdibleGasMask
Discussion Why do I need to think of fake thoughts?
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7
Views
652
wait.what
wait.what
Ihavenofriends
Why don't more people want to ctb?
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18
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2K
Tortured_empath
Tortured_empath
O
I love her
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7
Views
548
whenlavaflows
whenlavaflows
A
Drugs for time pre/during/after SN.
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1
Views
558
Buttercup2.0
B
ClownMe
Venting Anyone else a control freak?
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5
Views
645
Superdeterminist
Superdeterminist
O
The main argument of my instinct for self-preservation is - what if there is nothing further? Nothing
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11
Views
636
LastLoveLetter
LastLoveLetter
O
Story Reason why I must die
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17
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2K
Somage
Somage
WornOutLife
Discussion What's the point of doing anything at all if you'll ctb anyway?
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31
Views
3K
WornOutLife
WornOutLife
Lost Magic
I died a long time ago
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12
Views
730
ClownMe
ClownMe
U
Well that sucked
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6
Views
709
Sprite_Geist
Sprite_Geist
StateOfMind
Any daily drinkers?
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33
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2K
Celerity
Celerity
Jumper Geo
Discussion Wow, jumpers beware survived 120ft fall taking a selfie
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16
Views
2K
UselessMF
UselessMF
Fthis
Goodbye
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6
Views
1K
Octavina
Octavina
calssilva
Discussion Mass Grave
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14
Views
701
calssilva
calssilva
O
I love her! You understand? Not??? I love her!!!
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4
Views
661
orlandom
O
Aloken
I ordered sn, but I want to cancel, PLEASE HELP
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18
Views
1K
tlsnih
tlsnih
Jumper Geo
Story Heavens Gate Mass Suicide, was it just a massive insurance scam
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14
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2K
omoidarui
omoidarui
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Venting Is my reason to die pathetic?
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6
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1K
Alec
Alec
sparkie
Wild Lady
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7
Views
621
sparkie
sparkie
http-410
Discussion Would you call the crisis line while ctb (to not be alone)?
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35
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3K
LastLoveLetter
LastLoveLetter
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