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Suicide Discussion

Share with the community any thoughts or feelings you may have regarding suicide and ask questions you can't ask anywhere else.
A
Help Any gore site that works?
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29
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4K
apathetic.
A
Insomniac
Help How to resist the urge to sacrifice children
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26
Views
2K
4eyebiped
4eyebiped
HeckingHecked
Everywhere I go, tons of people end up hating me, even though I try my best.
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9
Views
1K
HeckingHecked
HeckingHecked
wanttogetonthebus
Discussion Your Favorite Hotel (CTB)
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21
Views
941
wanttogetonthebus
wanttogetonthebus
D
  • Solved
Did you think you'd make it this far in life?
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34
Views
1K
liberty_222
liberty_222
Bong-Hit-Transplant
Venting Only about 24 hours left now. Embarrassed to say I'm scared more than anything
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18
Views
2K
PeacefulTonic
P
W
Anyone else convinced their want to ctb is connected to indigenous ancestors being violently driven from their homes? Or other generational trauma?
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13
Views
510
Bleak
B
O
Method Hanging yourself in an apartment
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2
Views
714
Dot
Dot
W
Discussion Where to kill yourself in ottawa (canada) area?
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13
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2K
Willdieby30
W
Depressed_Kettle
Does anybody else feel distant from society and others?
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14
Views
545
Bleak
B
Snake of Eden
SI at its strongest
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3
Views
344
Fadeawaaaay
Fadeawaaaay
Elri
The moment i knew i fuck up everything
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30
Views
2K
hans0solo
hans0solo
kingkong57
Catching the bus tomorrow (ish)
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12
Views
1K
kingkong57
kingkong57
LeGuitarist
Where did the methods megathread go?
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10
Views
735
Itsallover123
Itsallover123
sivvie
Venting I think I'm giving up on everything.
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9
Views
510
sivvie
sivvie
SparkleWater
Venting noise hurts and im a pain to everyone
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7
Views
650
WearyHSP
WearyHSP
E
This forum has been my refuge
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5
Views
314
stevieu
stevieu
Lost Magic
This is the best short film I have seen about society
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8
Views
418
Flippy
Flippy
CatLove56
Family doesn't really know me
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6
Views
541
idiotstillwantstodie
I
idontgiveadvicehere
How safe/illegal is receiving N to America? (REALLY scared of LE, but want to ctb)
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21
Views
965
PeacefulTonic
P
LeGuitarist
Ever wondered whether someone could identify you using your writing style?
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21
Views
982
SparkleWater
SparkleWater
steviewonder
Technology improvements are why I’m reluctant to ctb
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14
Views
627
4eyebiped
4eyebiped
enola
Help with full hanging
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2
Views
395
enola
enola
L
Venting just having a whinge - have to move house again, abusive ex/housemate/can't get out of bed/valium not working. Sucks to everything.
Replies
2
Views
293
Smart No More
S
M
Story How did you feel when you first learned about death as a child?
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33
Views
2K
SuicidallyCurious
S
T
"President Trump and the chloroquine controversies"
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7
Views
360
Insomniac
Insomniac
DyingIsMyChoice
  • Poll
Discussion I have the choice of uninterrupted hanging or CO poisoning. Thoughts?
Replies
7
Views
557
DyingIsMyChoice
DyingIsMyChoice
StarryStarry
Venting WHY? Why do I always think it will work out?
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3
Views
340
summers
S
CatLove56
Not a therapist but burying past trauma fucking hurts
Replies
6
Views
462
LADY007
LADY007
steviewonder
Venting I fucking despise my parents
Replies
6
Views
408
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
A
Help please
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2
Views
298
HiImPaul
HiImPaul
nicetomeetu
Discussion How do you feel about self harm?
Replies
58
Views
3K
GlassAlwaysEmpty
GlassAlwaysEmpty
disillusionment
Feeling like my father is partly responsible for sisters' death, struggling to cope
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11
Views
790
SuicidallyCurious
S
VIBRITANNIA
Help [tw: nsfw, incest] should i let this go and stop thinking about it so much?
Replies
20
Views
2K
Feeding Pigeons
Feeding Pigeons
BlazingBob
New member. Ctb or be destitute and homeless with a debilitating incurable illness?
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10
Views
684
Laowaiboss
L
F
Story I am new but this is beautiful. Is it real?
Replies
9
Views
685
feiganbaums
F
xkidx
where to get meto?
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0
Views
330
xkidx
xkidx
Y
Can rope be too thick for full suspension?
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4
Views
621
Gustav Hartmann
Gustav Hartmann
S
How many to take (panadol)
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4
Views
407
xLosthopex
xLosthopex
Wrennie
Nobody will accompany me to Switzerland
Replies
23
Views
997
Death_the_kid
D
N
Venting So depressed lately :(
Replies
3
Views
310
cambrai33
cambrai33
Kobusu
Discussion Have you made peace with your ctb?
Replies
12
Views
983
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
I
How should i use my money
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18
Views
596
idiotstillwantstodie
I
tired of living
Venting I’m too scared to die BUT
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4
Views
665
LADY007
LADY007
happy1234
im scared
Replies
6
Views
349
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
G
NSFW I had an almost
Replies
3
Views
716
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
J
Why haven’t you committed suicide yet?
Replies
185
Views
11K
Illcryaboutitlater
Illcryaboutitlater
lotus11
Are real names used in NYT article?
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0
Views
367
lotus11
lotus11
Tamara Tami
incurable illness
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3
Views
325
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Jack4230
How would the people you know react if they knew you were on here
Replies
40
Views
2K
Fadeawaaaay
Fadeawaaaay
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