• Light/Dark
  • Hey Guest,

    We wanted to share a quick update with the community.

    Our public expense ledger is now live, allowing anyone to see how donations are used to support the ongoing operation of the site.

    👉 View the ledger here

    Over the past year, increased regulatory pressure in multiple regions like UK OFCOM and Australia's eSafety has led to higher operational costs, including infrastructure, security, and the need to work with more specialized service providers to keep the site online and stable.

    If you value the community and would like to help support its continued operation, donations are greatly appreciated. If you wish to donate via Bank Transfer or other options, please open a ticket.

    Donate via cryptocurrency:

    Bitcoin (BTC):
    Ethereum (ETH):
    Monero (XMR):

Suicide Discussion

Share with the community any thoughts or feelings you may have regarding suicide and ask questions you can't ask anywhere else.
lili
When you feel you are in the right headspace to do it but you can’t
Replies
6
Views
435
onlyanimalsaregood
onlyanimalsaregood
NothingElseMatters
half of my salary goes out to the medications i'm on
Replies
12
Views
535
Sunset Limited
Sunset Limited
aristotle is ok
Anybody Postponing hopping on the bus for idealistic Political Reasons?
Replies
10
Views
585
its-about-time
its-about-time
J
What unhealthy habits destroyed your life?
Replies
37
Views
1K
stellabelle
stellabelle
Weebster
Would you say that most people experience psychological pain as they’re near death?
Replies
7
Views
428
stellabelle
stellabelle
T
Venting Struggling
Replies
4
Views
421
plough22
plough22
lostmylove
Venting Nightmares/ intrusive thoughts
Replies
7
Views
724
lostmylove
lostmylove
ashfall
Will 50ml of N be enough to kill me?
Replies
2
Views
501
CassieHoward
CassieHoward
W
Getting the last bits together
Replies
11
Views
481
lostmylove
lostmylove
bad luck
CTB this week (April 4 to 8)
Replies
12
Views
583
bad luck
bad luck
H
N and antipsychotics
Replies
7
Views
594
Hercules
Hercules
Sadboyspecimen
I just can't ever learn
Replies
9
Views
486
Yann
Yann
bloodfallsfirst
Jumping from a parking garage - mental block
Replies
5
Views
531
Chiisai
Chiisai
lostmylove
Help Question about n
Replies
8
Views
623
watchingthewheels
W
bloodfallsfirst
He said you don't have empathy
Replies
17
Views
787
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
H
Method Experiment with CO2 inhalation
Replies
0
Views
819
Hateyouprolife
H
lostmylove
Story Why I gotta go
Replies
25
Views
1K
lostmylove
lostmylove
jimmy7754
Emotions in the way - sadness, anger
Replies
3
Views
317
Rational man
Rational man
LostAllHope88
Goodbye Thread?
Replies
31
Views
2K
y0dha
y0dha
its-about-time
Story Putting a dog down vs ctb, also a friend found a dead body in the river
Replies
8
Views
831
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
jimmy7754
Spring isn’t helping me
Replies
8
Views
454
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
SpaceCadet
I guess i won't die alone
Replies
6
Views
675
Chiisai
Chiisai
Amumu
Staying alive because of masochism
Replies
6
Views
562
Amumu
Amumu
lmon
Method Does anyone know where i can get nitrogen delivered to my house?
Replies
1
Views
659
mandyjohnuk
mandyjohnuk
Bot
Venting why do humans have to be so cruel?
Replies
4
Views
573
TakeMeBack07
TakeMeBack07
erdbeeren
  • Locked
Help Seriously considering hurting others before I go
Replies
92
Views
5K
ornitier199
O
goingcrazy123
Ordered SN.
Replies
26
Views
1K
atdeathsdoor
atdeathsdoor
atdeathsdoor
death using helium help
Replies
11
Views
1K
atdeathsdoor
atdeathsdoor
E
Getting unsure?
Replies
13
Views
528
myopybyproxy
M
CaramelDragon
How did you feel the hours after a failed attempt?
Replies
12
Views
625
heirofvoid
heirofvoid
Lost Magic
Discussion Do you admire someone that you would consider a true hero?
Replies
9
Views
487
dreambound
dreambound
its-about-time
Discussion Anybody here a mental health worker (past or current) considering ctb?
Replies
7
Views
578
its-about-time
its-about-time
Pianoplayer
Help I need to talk with someone who is/has been mentally ill for many years.
Replies
16
Views
713
bloodfallsfirst
bloodfallsfirst
VoidDesirer22
Discussion Those who have a ctb date set, how are you feeling?
Replies
29
Views
1K
ThePaleWhiteLight
T
G
Quickest Way to Pass Away
Replies
7
Views
584
LifeHasNoOptIn
LifeHasNoOptIn
StarryStarry
Last Day of Work
Replies
20
Views
1K
Nightmare Painting
N
CaramelDragon
Failed attempt at full (SI/pain)
Replies
11
Views
913
CommitSudoku
C
StarryStarry
LOVE YOU ALL
Replies
11
Views
785
CommitSudoku
C
georgecostanza
Deliberate hyperventilatoin for facilitation of asphyxiation?
Replies
2
Views
539
Smart No More
S
Intelligent_Panic99
Plan to ctb at 40
Replies
6
Views
477
Intelligent_Panic99
Intelligent_Panic99
B
Discussion Facing death like a man
Replies
1
Views
451
RegretedFeeling
RegretedFeeling
goingcrazy123
Is it normal to go from happiest I've ever been to the most suicidal I've ever been in 8 months. Idk.
Replies
14
Views
546
TMGS
T
lili
Getting Ready for SN soon
Replies
19
Views
1K
Chiisai
Chiisai
NearlyIrrelevantCake
Physician-assisted death in Oregon is no longer limited to just state residents
Replies
3
Views
421
bloodfallsfirst
bloodfallsfirst
I
I think I’m done
Replies
11
Views
613
indigomoon
I
O
Venting I just lived my entire life... why live twice?
Replies
1
Views
380
Ligottian
L
Zinz
Did you have dreams?
Replies
47
Views
2K
BigGimpin
BigGimpin
R
N shelf life
Replies
6
Views
611
BigGimpin
BigGimpin
C
SN - worst case scenario
Replies
11
Views
1K
Judy Garland
Judy Garland
PrincessInWhite
desperate for community. I love you guys
Replies
10
Views
433
PrincessInWhite
PrincessInWhite
You must log in or register to post here.
Top Bottom