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Suicide Discussion

Share with the community any thoughts or feelings you may have regarding suicide and ask questions you can't ask anywhere else.
HeckingHecked
Everywhere I go, tons of people end up hating me, even though I try my best.
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9
Views
1K
HeckingHecked
HeckingHecked
wanttogetonthebus
Discussion Your Favorite Hotel (CTB)
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21
Views
857
wanttogetonthebus
wanttogetonthebus
D
  • Solved
Did you think you'd make it this far in life?
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34
Views
1K
liberty_222
liberty_222
Bong-Hit-Transplant
Venting Only about 24 hours left now. Embarrassed to say I'm scared more than anything
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18
Views
2K
PeacefulTonic
P
W
Anyone else convinced their want to ctb is connected to indigenous ancestors being violently driven from their homes? Or other generational trauma?
Replies
13
Views
430
Bleak
B
O
Method Hanging yourself in an apartment
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2
Views
673
Dot
Dot
W
Discussion Where to kill yourself in ottawa (canada) area?
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13
Views
2K
Willdieby30
W
Depressed_Kettle
Does anybody else feel distant from society and others?
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14
Views
482
Bleak
B
Snake of Eden
SI at its strongest
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3
Views
314
Fadeawaaaay
Fadeawaaaay
Elri
The moment i knew i fuck up everything
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30
Views
1K
hans0solo
hans0solo
kingkong57
Catching the bus tomorrow (ish)
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12
Views
1K
kingkong57
kingkong57
LeGuitarist
Where did the methods megathread go?
Replies
10
Views
678
Itsallover123
Itsallover123
sivvie
Venting I think I'm giving up on everything.
Replies
9
Views
447
sivvie
sivvie
SparkleWater
Venting noise hurts and im a pain to everyone
Replies
7
Views
597
WearyHSP
WearyHSP
E
This forum has been my refuge
Replies
5
Views
280
stevieu
stevieu
Lost Magic
This is the best short film I have seen about society
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8
Views
379
Flippy
Flippy
CatLove56
Family doesn't really know me
Replies
6
Views
510
idiotstillwantstodie
I
idontgiveadvicehere
How safe/illegal is receiving N to America? (REALLY scared of LE, but want to ctb)
Replies
21
Views
890
PeacefulTonic
P
LeGuitarist
Ever wondered whether someone could identify you using your writing style?
Replies
21
Views
926
SparkleWater
SparkleWater
steviewonder
Technology improvements are why I’m reluctant to ctb
Replies
14
Views
560
4eyebiped
4eyebiped
enola
Help with full hanging
Replies
2
Views
376
enola
enola
L
Venting just having a whinge - have to move house again, abusive ex/housemate/can't get out of bed/valium not working. Sucks to everything.
Replies
2
Views
273
Smart No More
S
M
Story How did you feel when you first learned about death as a child?
Replies
33
Views
2K
SuicidallyCurious
S
T
"President Trump and the chloroquine controversies"
Replies
7
Views
334
Insomniac
Insomniac
DyingIsMyChoice
  • Poll
Discussion I have the choice of uninterrupted hanging or CO poisoning. Thoughts?
Replies
7
Views
539
DyingIsMyChoice
DyingIsMyChoice
StarryStarry
Venting WHY? Why do I always think it will work out?
Replies
3
Views
300
summers
S
CatLove56
Not a therapist but burying past trauma fucking hurts
Replies
6
Views
434
LADY007
LADY007
steviewonder
Venting I fucking despise my parents
Replies
6
Views
371
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
A
Help please
Replies
2
Views
273
HiImPaul
HiImPaul
nicetomeetu
Discussion How do you feel about self harm?
Replies
58
Views
3K
GlassAlwaysEmpty
GlassAlwaysEmpty
disillusionment
Feeling like my father is partly responsible for sisters' death, struggling to cope
Replies
11
Views
748
SuicidallyCurious
S
VIBRITANNIA
Help [tw: nsfw, incest] should i let this go and stop thinking about it so much?
Replies
20
Views
2K
Feeding Pigeons
Feeding Pigeons
BlazingBob
New member. Ctb or be destitute and homeless with a debilitating incurable illness?
Replies
10
Views
648
Laowaiboss
L
F
Story I am new but this is beautiful. Is it real?
Replies
9
Views
648
feiganbaums
F
xkidx
where to get meto?
Replies
0
Views
298
xkidx
xkidx
Y
Can rope be too thick for full suspension?
Replies
4
Views
598
Gustav Hartmann
Gustav Hartmann
S
How many to take (panadol)
Replies
4
Views
380
xLosthopex
xLosthopex
Wrennie
Nobody will accompany me to Switzerland
Replies
23
Views
931
Death_the_kid
D
N
Venting So depressed lately :(
Replies
3
Views
282
cambrai33
cambrai33
Kobusu
Discussion Have you made peace with your ctb?
Replies
12
Views
972
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
I
How should i use my money
Replies
18
Views
535
idiotstillwantstodie
I
tired of living
Venting I’m too scared to die BUT
Replies
4
Views
639
LADY007
LADY007
happy1234
im scared
Replies
6
Views
319
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
G
NSFW I had an almost
Replies
3
Views
695
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
J
Why haven’t you committed suicide yet?
Replies
185
Views
11K
Illcryaboutitlater
Illcryaboutitlater
lotus11
Are real names used in NYT article?
Replies
0
Views
346
lotus11
lotus11
Tamara Tami
incurable illness
Replies
3
Views
299
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Jack4230
How would the people you know react if they knew you were on here
Replies
40
Views
1K
Fadeawaaaay
Fadeawaaaay
Tamara Tami
astrology natal chart
Replies
2
Views
291
layne2001
layne2001
demuic
Discussion Who has to deal with a narcissist family member?
Replies
5
Views
399
Misery99
Misery99
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