May 15 (venting)

[bloomingdark]

I decided to kill myself on a set date, i need to, if I keep saying "I'll kill myself" and not putting effort into it I'll just go along with my survival instinct, and that's lame enough, life isn't worthy anymore

I wish I had a way to buy SN but my only option right now is partial, so I'll take the risk of brain damage.

Should i make a post before I ctb?

Im still doubting about making it in my room or in the woods, i don't really know if I want my mom to find me.

 

[lostmylove]

I have a set date within 10 days of your date. I'm sticking to it. Any delay or backtracking will mean I will not ever get the courage to do it.

 

[FuneralCry]

I have never attempted hanging as the fear of failure is what holds me back. It sounds like a horrible way to leave this world, I will have to be really desperate to go through with it. I'm sorry for all the suffering that has brought you to this point, and I wish you the best in whatever you decide to do.