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Suicide Discussion

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dreadpirateroberts69
Venting they'll never be ready for me to go
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7
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692
lymestolemylife
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Efilismislife
Drugs, alcohol, puke?
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3
Views
816
BluesRunTheGame
BluesRunTheGame
T
Help Someone who received N from D in the last three months please PM me to confirm I have the right email?
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11
Views
1K
Well-Edited Chaos
Well-Edited Chaos
justagreenleaf
Psychiatrist at psych ward thinks I’m faking depression
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18
Views
974
Shu
Shu
samishii
Story Failing my previous attempt (if you can call it that)
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4
Views
655
Well-Edited Chaos
Well-Edited Chaos
Lost Magic
Do you talk to yourself
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28
Views
817
hopelessdreams
hopelessdreams
TheYounger
CTB & Video Chat
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0
Views
404
TheYounger
TheYounger
justagreenleaf
I wish I didn’t have to die alone
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22
Views
885
Well-Edited Chaos
Well-Edited Chaos
hellispink
Can I take SN while being at home
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14
Views
762
london3
london3
SadFrog
Help Best way to suicide without pills or SN
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9
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1K
SadFrog
SadFrog
H
Doubts about carbon monoxide
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2
Views
522
befree
befree
B
Discussion ctb partners
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6
Views
796
Well-Edited Chaos
Well-Edited Chaos
Atlantian
Places to CTB outside with SN?
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10
Views
761
WorthlessTrash
WorthlessTrash
Versailles
Venting I will soon move to another country, to get N
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6
Views
651
Julgran
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Kotochan
How hard is it to stab your heart
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19
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5K
Alex6216
A
rogeriocansadinho
  • Question
Method what if i regret
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8
Views
1K
rogeriocansadinho
rogeriocansadinho
S
Help SN check
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5
Views
750
whereistheshnow
W
B
Venting fake friends fake life ...
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5
Views
556
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
H
Discussion Suicide by SN
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4
Views
611
Hopeless_brat
H
Auto Immunity After
I spoke to D today regarding his supply of N
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25
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2K
rationaltake
rationaltake
M
I've got everything
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1
Views
500
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
J
We live in a clown world
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12
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1K
Lost Magic
Lost Magic
ge0rge
intriguing CTB method
Replies
10
Views
706
sfabians
S
Chronic
I research every suicide death in the news...
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6
Views
730
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
M
Discussion How would family dynamics change if a child were free to CTB any time its life became too unpleasant?
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4
Views
666
rationaltake
rationaltake
BruhXDDDDD
Ever threatened suicide?
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0
Views
380
BruhXDDDDD
BruhXDDDDD
C
Places to CTB with SN
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9
Views
1K
zatoichi
zatoichi
L
Story I will let god decide if i should will ctb.
Replies
3
Views
613
Darkover
Darkover
Insomniac
Discussion Numbing neck with ice before hanging
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1
Views
504
nena21
nena21
N
Antiemetics, SN and Immune suppressants
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3
Views
399
befree
befree
_Minsk
Venting Tinnitus has become one of my main reasons for ctb
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17
Views
2K
Darkover
Darkover
D
Unable to exist in this world
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15
Views
930
die2live
D
l0stc4use
how to avoid psych ward in US texas
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3
Views
458
Lost in a Dream
Lost in a Dream
temporaryscum
Help Benadryl as an AE for SN, any successes?
Replies
3
Views
912
DyingMiND
D
S
Venting I am so pathetic
Replies
10
Views
811
AloneInCollege
AloneInCollege
Lalari!!
  • Question
Sn from ic
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8
Views
2K
Well-Edited Chaos
Well-Edited Chaos
jimmy7754
I’m such an atheist
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10
Views
617
NobodyKnowsMe
NobodyKnowsMe
M
Tonight?
Replies
6
Views
946
Medicmedic72
M
Z
Discussion Double SN administration, different ROAs
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3
Views
446
Medicmedic72
M
NothingElseMatters
people only care about money
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8
Views
537
Journeytoletgo
J
whitefeather
PDF-Entire Vet Manual on N
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2
Views
624
ridedalightnin’
R
J
is one bottle of N (and a little more) enough to die?
Replies
13
Views
991
Talvikki
T
idontgiveadvicehere
If rescued, does N have any permanent effects?
Replies
24
Views
2K
WeepingWillow
WeepingWillow
S
Story SN Failure
Replies
22
Views
5K
Judy Garland
Judy Garland
Oblivion Access
Venting Being
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5
Views
447
Darkover
Darkover
F
This life is not for me
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4
Views
425
clown
clown
Weird username
relationships when your head is screwed
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2
Views
363
Weird username
Weird username
N
Hanging myself soon
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30
Views
2K
Weird username
Weird username
C
How to not fail
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5
Views
614
ForeverBlue
F
M
How do you deal with guilty feelings about leaving people that love you?
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23
Views
1K
blue_muse
blue_muse
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