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Suicide Discussion

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Oblivion Access
Does it ever hit you?
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3
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388
Superdeterminist
Superdeterminist
ojinzo
Money can't buy happiness
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10
Views
562
Pain In The Ass
Pain In The Ass
PlushieLover
Venting My goal was to kill myself this month but I'm a pussy.
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18
Views
1K
Deadly_Intention
Deadly_Intention
nihilism44
Love keeping me from leaving
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8
Views
431
cemetorium
cemetorium
SuicidalRN
Venting 1:30am, drive 3 hours back home?
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3
Views
479
SuicidalRN
SuicidalRN
orange
Venting getting glimpses of normalcy almost makes it worse
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3
Views
407
OldDrummer
O
rudebeat
I'm going to do the fast for sn tonight and decide if I want to die when the time comes. I thought reaching out to old friends would help but I failed
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4
Views
592
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
StarryStarry
DISCONNECTED FROM SELF
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3
Views
381
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
C
Venting Doesn't stop
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7
Views
475
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
S
Venting Venting again.... Sorry... Consent to life
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2
Views
478
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Istanbulite
Venting I just don't get people who were suicidal BEFORE the pandemic and not now
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40
Views
2K
Superdeterminist
Superdeterminist
BeautifulMosaics
Venting Why do I push myself into triggering situations? Why am I STILL here with everything that is working against me? I can't do this anymore.
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5
Views
456
Someone123
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W
Venting I guess I will never get involved in a romantic relationship.
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58
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2K
O_oreo.
O_oreo.
L
Discussion What are you going to do before CTB?
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31
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1K
Someone123
S
L
This place is the only that that saves my life right now
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7
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1K
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
P
Venting Lost a potential job
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5
Views
473
Parnate
P
Fadeawaaaay
Do you want to live? But can’t see how?
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3
Views
431
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Cockney_Rebel
Lots of people on here appear to want to die: Do you have any diagnoses? Physical or psychological, which is making you want to CTB?
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75
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4K
O_oreo.
O_oreo.
Ravel
the fact that I exist makes me angry
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4
Views
373
whatevs
whatevs
A
Drinking SN
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9
Views
737
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
T
N
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1
Views
433
t87
T
Pain In The Ass
Is anyone aware of the story surrounding this suicide song?
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0
Views
389
Pain In The Ass
Pain In The Ass
B
Discussion 2 or 3 borttles of N
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1
Views
385
Darkover
Darkover
I
Combining N/sleeping pills and SN?
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24
Views
947
balshoi77
B
C
Partial hanging
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6
Views
672
freelifexit
freelifexit
edu0z
Solo muerete
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1
Views
263
whatevs
whatevs
B
Can you ever be totally sure?
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5
Views
689
bigfishlittlefish
B
rudebeat
Anyone have any idea how long sn can be used for ctb after mixing the drink?
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3
Views
361
Graytaichi
G
A
Thing about sn
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4
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1K
Graytaichi
G
Tintypographer
Article in Psychiatric Times
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8
Views
822
Tintypographer
Tintypographer
SuicidalRN
Venting This PTSD is too much to handle (vent)
Replies
7
Views
458
SuicidalRN
SuicidalRN
clawsofperdition
N legitimacy
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2
Views
590
Lost Magic
Lost Magic
P
gone soon
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6
Views
477
downndone2
D
°Celsuis_Caesar
Help Have everything but still want to CTB, is that alright? Or… rash.
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21
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1K
Kismet
Kismet
lmon
  • Question
Method Food grade nitrogen vs pure argon
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5
Views
1K
NSA
NSA
heirofvoid
Venting i honestly shouldn't have expected to get any help here
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9
Views
1K
Lost Magic
Lost Magic
K
How much does the huge increase in hyper-violent crime impact your decision to peacefully self-deliver?
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2
Views
372
CommitSudoku
C
L
Help Anxiety worsening nausea when drinking SN
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3
Views
471
CommitSudoku
C
Josuyo
When you have a lot in life, its easy to tell others who have so little that it will get better
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5
Views
417
Lost Magic
Lost Magic
I
How to be pro-choice and not feel horrible all the time?
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3
Views
319
CommitSudoku
C
cemetorium
Just discovered my friend might have used SS
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4
Views
859
cemetorium
cemetorium
Lost Magic
Lonely Death
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18
Views
727
Rational man
Rational man
FractalTears
Im glad this place exists
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5
Views
346
Rational man
Rational man
hopelessgirl
Discussion Why do you think suicidal thoughts in the human species evolved?
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21
Views
851
s66
S
_Minsk
anyone going to smoke/drink before ctb?
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22
Views
1K
Squalo
Squalo
Anxieyote
Venting The hotline didn’t respond.
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16
Views
663
Anxieyote
Anxieyote
P
Help Writing a Note
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19
Views
566
Someone123
S
LittleCloud
Method Why is partial hanging less effective?
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18
Views
3K
Someone123
S
fastlife
Help zantac or nexium
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0
Views
317
fastlife
fastlife
T
Why can't I?
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8
Views
733
Graytaichi
G
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