it's too late to start over

[NothingElseMatters]

i'm 30yo, never had a real job, never had a relationship with a woman, don't have a degree, i'm way too late in all aspects of life. i believe suicide is something inevitable in my situation, i'm just trying to make my mind understands that and finally let me overcome si.

 

[blackheart]

i'm 30yo, never had a real job, never had a relationship with a woman, don't have a degree, i'm way too late in all aspects of life. i believe suicide is something inevitable in my situation, i'm just trying to make my mind understands that and finally let me overcome si.

I think it depends on the way you feel about it. I'm still in my twenties with a job but never had a relationship (women never cared of me and men only used me). Still, I feel I have accomplished nothing! If you think exiting this life is the only way, then embrace it. I hope you'll find the perfect outcome for yourself. Life is ours and we are the only ones who can decide how to live or end it!

 

[Superdeterminist]

I never want to say to someone else that it's too late, because that would be pretty terrible. But IMO, timing matters immensely, and having personally not met certain milestones in what I would consider good time, causes me great distress. I'm not interested in reaching the finish line only after everyone else has gone home for the day. I also do not plan to be old, I consider it a very undignified state, somehow worse than my current one.

 

[ewigeruhe]

I feel you totally. It's my first day on this site as a user and i am pretty close to end it for good. I am 36 male from germany and i was never able to build a relationship with anyone. I tried to have a normal live and had a well paying job even but always had social anxiety and depression. When the plandemic hit i wanted to jump before the train on the way to work almost every day. Then they introduced the mandatory testing bs and i snapped and quit.
I can't go on anymore i always felt dead and empty inside but the stress to deal with people and my current situation is unbearable.

 

[Meliæ]

I've accomplished a lot but still feel empty and want to ctb. The void is inside me and everything is pointless

 

[FuneralCry]

It really is such a painful and depressing existence and it is sad how so many people are trapped in miserable lives. I hope that you find relief from your suffering. Suicide has always been inevitable for me, I just wish that it is easier to get there. The SI can certainly be frustrating.

 

[Meliæ]

A lot of people want to end their lives even if they are not miserable, and a lot of people who have nothing still have hope and want to live

The misery and the void come from inside