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Recovery

This place is dedicated to supporting those who are in the process of healing and overcoming suicidal thoughts. Share your journey and connect with others here.
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Wanting to reconnect with someone from the past but..
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Redacted24
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What does spirituality say about staying alive/recovery vs killing yourself?
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3
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208
StarsAbove
StarsAbove
notwhereIbelong
Venting Said he's "not sure he loves me like that"
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4
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259
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EternalShore
StupidGirl001
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325
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Gild-Holm-’Ur
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Discussion Any other borderliners here
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2
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179
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yui_suicisawa
trying ungracefully
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5
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224
trying ungracefully
trying ungracefully
usernamesarehard
Does therapy/meds actually help with the feeling of hopelessness/despair?
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2
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212
lastappleonearth
lastappleonearth
ctb_warrior
Resource 7 day Personal Transformation Reset by Hypnosis Training Academy
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4
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171
ctb_warrior
ctb_warrior
N
My sleep deprived ass trying to turn pain into purpose - how to choose the right med(s) that work for you
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1
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201
timf
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ioannes_zera
Venting I miss my friends
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1
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208
Gild-Holm-’Ur
Gild-Holm-’Ur
snooperdooper
i had a really good day at college yesterday...
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3
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211
Gild-Holm-’Ur
Gild-Holm-’Ur
decadance
experiences with buproprion/wellbutrin?
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16
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633
divineprana
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nocturama
Going off venlafaxine
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6
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336
divineprana
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gemstar
Im scared of getting better
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7
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525
gemstar
gemstar
T
Struggling with losing "the one who got away," my failed love life, losing 4 years of my 20s, turning 30
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7
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636
fluorescentpearl
fluorescentpearl
RosebyAnyName
Venting I'm giving up on making friends for everyone else's sake
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7
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420
BooksIsAloneK
B
T
  • Poll
Discussion Do you truly believe in complete recovery?
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35
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1K
kompyany
kompyany
S
Discussion I'm Back Struggling with Heart and Maybe Lung Issues.
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2
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132
SilentAssimilation
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lastappleonearth
Story I finally got an appointment with a psychiatrist
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2
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134
lastappleonearth
lastappleonearth
Le temps perdu
is it okay to work on my recovery while i’m actively making a ctb plan ? Are these two things completely incompatible?
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18
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454
NZkiwi
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Story I feel a little bit better
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2
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142
Mohamedömar
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Cloud4youu
Venting Mental Hospital Stay
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23
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1K
StarryEyed
StarryEyed
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Venting How to not hate someome who hurt you profoundly?
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23
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933
forgivemegod
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S
Extreme avoidance (AvPD?)
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4
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325
joelover
joelover
nayomi
friction
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1
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174
timf
T
00ps
how long does it take to feel better?
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8
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283
Insufficent
Insufficent
mac_se
How do I let go of the hope I'll ever be normal?
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16
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453
a-lien
a-lien
S
I'm just like my dad and i Fucking hate it. I hate everything about me
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2
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182
sheburnedmedown
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n1kita_
  • Question
how do you deal with changes, sh urges, past expectations and not knowing what's next?
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2
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202
n1kita_
n1kita_
nayomi
Help suicide ideation mechanism
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4
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367
webb&flow
webb&flow
L
Venting Don't know how to talk to anyone irl about my suicide plan
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2
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242
bagel12
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Autumn Blaze
How to overcome perfectionist thinking?
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5
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458
Insufficent
Insufficent
L
Forming Peer-driven Support groups for South Asian residents.
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3
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209
ctb_warrior
ctb_warrior
UserFromNowhere
Discussion Antidepressants with side effects of emotional numbing
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5
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154
whorror
whorror
trying ungracefully
I volunteered (yay) but I am such a dumbass
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2
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154
infinitanocte
infinitanocte
hellstar_paradox
Help Learning to cook while extremely depressed
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9
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427
dungeon keeper
dungeon keeper
gattara
ill never have a boyfriend & the loneliness will kill me someday
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7
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462
BooksIsAloneK
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StarsAbove
Impatience
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4
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190
StarsAbove
StarsAbove
P
Venting Regular crash outs
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1
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216
infinitanocte
infinitanocte
makingpeacewithit
How to motivate yourself to do things when you don't feel like doing anything?
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5
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453
makingpeacewithit
makingpeacewithit
C
Venting So tired of feeling this way, need to self-harm
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2
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291
whatever000
whatever000
miles-away
Discussion Forgiving your parents
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9
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454
timf
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N
Discussion Depression as mask for anger?
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3
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144
lastspaghetti
lastspaghetti
left0vers
Venting I'm so tired of trying to fix my life and failing
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1
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167
timf
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CeilingStarer
Struggling getting better
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1
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121
timf
T
N
  • Poll
[Poll] Yes/No/Maybe: Do you believe in God(s)/A Higher Power/Being?
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18
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709
joelover
joelover
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i have intense brain fog
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9
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494
wehamuho
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kvheeo
feelings
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2
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212
3spiral
3spiral
trying ungracefully
I want my emotions to end
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7
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264
trying ungracefully
trying ungracefully
C
whats been helping u stay alive
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16
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orpheus_
orpheus_
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