Chuuya-Chan ⋆. 𐙚˚
Student
- Oct 8, 2024
- 189
If you've been following along to my journal you will have known that the last few days, especially in my 7th entry that I was having a rough time.
But since than I can see the light at the end of the tunnel so to speak.
I woke up to my sister, it was so cold last night and she's been having a tough time so we had a little sleepover in my bed. I wanted to wake up earlier , around 7:30 but turns out I was still productive without waking up so early.
I remember struggling to get out of bed at first but was so excited to straighten my hair I was able to over come it and take a shower.
I straightened my hair about a week ago and this is my second time…it turned out kinda weird…and not very semetrical.
But I brushed it off and had my session with my counselor.
I ended up doing my homework outside in the sun since the house had been keeping in the cold so it was nice.
After I finished that I want back inside to finish straightening my hair, my hairs grown a lot and my bangs are kinda weird so I decided to cut them.
Not a total fail…
I decided to try curtain bangs but one side of my bangs was thicker while the other was thinner, can't win at everything I guess.
I took a walk after I put the cake batter in the instapot. I decided to walk for thirty minutes while it cooked and everything was so chill until the last 10 minutes.
I hadn't thought about hurting myself in a while but the sudden urge had come over me, perhaps it was because the rest of my family was out running errands and I was really just left to think.
After I checked on the cake I knew I needed to distract myself so I had planned to finish another page of my comic, but I messaged a friend because I couldn't get it off my mind and she ended up calling me so we could talk.
it was really nice honestly, just to have someone to talk to.
I think I'm going to take it one week at a time, I thought it'd be easier to forget that I ever even had that habit because I never went over board or deep but I guess not.
I just like how it feels.
Today was pretty good honestly.
I'm especially looking forward to tomorrow because I'll be able to go out with my bf for a few hours, the other day I had even gotten an idea for a Christmas gift for him but it's still a work in progress!
I think I really enjoyed the slower moments of this day like baking, talking over the phone, and making another page of my comic.
Can't wait for tomorrow xxx
Can't wait until I have like a hundred entries and ppl are like wtf and don't know where to start lol
But since than I can see the light at the end of the tunnel so to speak.
I woke up to my sister, it was so cold last night and she's been having a tough time so we had a little sleepover in my bed. I wanted to wake up earlier , around 7:30 but turns out I was still productive without waking up so early.
I remember struggling to get out of bed at first but was so excited to straighten my hair I was able to over come it and take a shower.
I straightened my hair about a week ago and this is my second time…it turned out kinda weird…and not very semetrical.
But I brushed it off and had my session with my counselor.
I ended up doing my homework outside in the sun since the house had been keeping in the cold so it was nice.
After I finished that I want back inside to finish straightening my hair, my hairs grown a lot and my bangs are kinda weird so I decided to cut them.
Not a total fail…
I decided to try curtain bangs but one side of my bangs was thicker while the other was thinner, can't win at everything I guess.
I took a walk after I put the cake batter in the instapot. I decided to walk for thirty minutes while it cooked and everything was so chill until the last 10 minutes.
I hadn't thought about hurting myself in a while but the sudden urge had come over me, perhaps it was because the rest of my family was out running errands and I was really just left to think.
After I checked on the cake I knew I needed to distract myself so I had planned to finish another page of my comic, but I messaged a friend because I couldn't get it off my mind and she ended up calling me so we could talk.
it was really nice honestly, just to have someone to talk to.
I think I'm going to take it one week at a time, I thought it'd be easier to forget that I ever even had that habit because I never went over board or deep but I guess not.
I just like how it feels.
Today was pretty good honestly.
I'm especially looking forward to tomorrow because I'll be able to go out with my bf for a few hours, the other day I had even gotten an idea for a Christmas gift for him but it's still a work in progress!
I think I really enjoyed the slower moments of this day like baking, talking over the phone, and making another page of my comic.
Can't wait for tomorrow xxx
Can't wait until I have like a hundred entries and ppl are like wtf and don't know where to start lol
