Your craziest suicidal thought or fantasy?

[Pale_Rider]

If I answered this they would kick my door down. lol

Ive had a lot of crazy thoughts. just who I am. We live in the darkness.

 

[Griever]

When I'm waiting for the train at the train station, my intrusive thoughts are so bad that I imagine just jumping in front of the train, but I would never do that because I don't want to traumatize the train driver and the passengers

 

[notmyusername]

My fantasy is not unobtainable. All I would like is a gun. Trains scare me. I wait and get too anxious waiting around and then leave. A gun would be so instant. I'm already impulsive and don't think before doing things.. pulling a trigger would be simple. I almost don't care who finds me anymore.

 

[alivefornow]

If I answered this they would kick my door down. lol

Ive had a lot of crazy thoughts. just who I am. We live in the darkness.

I feel the same. I can't let people around me know what I think, it's all very dark and sick. All this hate is burning me from inside, the pain is so bad, I want to die so much.

When I'm waiting for the train at the train station, my intrusive thoughts are so bad that I imagine just jumping in front of the train, but I would never do that because I don't want to traumatize the train driver and the passengers

Death by train always makes a serious mess. I think it's good that you would rather spare people from such a scene.

My fantasy is not unobtainable. All I would like is a gun. Trains scare me. I wait and get too anxious waiting around and then leave. A gun would be so instant. I'm already impulsive and don't think before doing things.. pulling a trigger would be simple. I almost don't care who finds me anymore.

I think about this several times every day. I like to think I'd already be gone if I could get my hands on a firearm. One simple pull of a trigger and... nothing. No more crushing pain in the heart every moment, no more dark thoughts and memories. Just instantly erased from existence. What a dream. Like pushing a button and becoming inert meat.

 

[bankai]

I thought I'd go to mogadishu and get a Chinese grenade for a few bucks, unpin it and stick it in my mouth.

 

[LostLily]

I was obsessed with the Golden Gate Bridge after watching the documentary about suicides from it. So obsessed I watched 10 times. Sadly, they put suicid nets in it, so that is not really an option anymore

 

[Britney Spears]

I would sit next to a python, drink sn and then be eaten by it.

 

[darksouls]

my craziest suicidal thoughts are to run amok like Eric Harris and Dylan Klebold and have a little fun until the police shoot me