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MeriDeath

MeriDeath

Im on the edge of reality
May 10, 2020
213
You call it self destruction
I say I choose my faith
You say im selfish
But this is the best way
That I dont think about others
But others have yet to help
Im not your property
And I dont own you a thing.

You can cry as much as you want
But it wont change a thing for me
Tho you say its total madness
But I say im setting myself free
You say ive given up
But truth is im winning
Im done with the suffering
I do what my body says
You call it stupidity
I say its the smartest thing I ever done

You say you wanna stop me
But you dont really care
You say why I never told you anything?
Because youre the ones killing me here...
God's plan is in my own hands.

Please comment if you liked my poetry
 
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AmDead

AmDead

早く死にたい
Aug 20, 2020
77
I liked it. I wrote one too, it helps me cope.

"Please give me a painless death
Because I'm tired of all this suffering
Let me take my last long breath
Without the blood or writhing

If I need to pay any kind of price
To reach my so called happiness
I'd rather not make that sacrifice
Life doesn't always keep its promise

True happiness isn't guaranteed
And people will tell you that's up to you
But sometimes you just can't proceed
After you've fallen past point of rescue

I believe after death there is nothing
No afterlife, no ghosts, no heaven or hell
You can't feel regret if you just aren't living
And that's where I'm headed, so I bid you farewell"
 
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MeriDeath

MeriDeath

Im on the edge of reality
May 10, 2020
213
I liked it. I wrote one too, it helps me cope.

"Please give me a painless death
Because I'm tired of all this suffering
Let me take my last long breath
Without the blood or writhing

If I need to pay any kind of price
To reach my so called happiness
I'd rather not make that sacrifice
Life doesn't always keep its promise

True happiness isn't guaranteed
And people will tell you that's up to you
But sometimes you just can't proceed
After you've fallen past point of rescue

I believe after death there is nothing
No afterlife, no ghosts, no heaven or hell
You can't feel regret if you just aren't living
And that's where I'm headed, so I bid you farewell"
I liked it
 
AvaAdore

AvaAdore

When will it be?
Jul 20, 2020
157
Thanks for posting your poetry, both of you
 

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