Would you still want to kill yourself if you won 5 million tomorrow?

[lotus11]

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[IsThisTheEnd?]

For me I would leave all my worries behind and be gone I might CTB later but i'd have some fun first.

 

[depression999]

I don't think I would, I think i would buy a small house in the middle of no where with a big bit of land that I could live peacefully do what I want to without having to put up with the misery that life brings by being around others.

 

[Wayfaerer]

Yes but I would delay it for sure.

 

[less than]

First question: 5 million of what? Do you mean money in $ £ €? In that case, maybe I would first see what I can change in my life so that I can do something to improve my health (better food, more time for myself and less work in a wage slave job, healthier environment). But the question would be, will I be happier then or will I just have a few fewer problems than before?

 

[radrobin]

I think it would delay my plans because I would plan to travel the world... But ultimately my desire to die isn't because of money or job issues so I think I would still have a death wish.

 

[Anthagonos]

For me I would leave all my worries behind and be gone I might CTB later but i'd have some fun first.

For me the same... at least for some years I wont commit ctb. I dont know after 10 or 15 years. But in the short term I wont do any ctb, for sure. The problem is not about this, the problem is I was pretty close to win 10M. I didnt get it due to not following my intuition.

 

[Emily123]

Yes .money doesn't fix anything in my life

 

[KleinerWolf]

Money is resources,
it gives you access to a whole lot of freedom.

 

[Nutmeg]

Yes! because the reason why I want to die doesn't have anything to do with money.
We're all going to die regardless of whether we have money or not.

 

[Dreamless Sleep]

I think it would delay my plans because I would plan to travel the world... But ultimately my desire to die isn't because of money or job issues so I think I would still have a death wish.

Same. I would take an extended world vacation, buy a little piece of land with a tiny house somewhere tropical with a garden and some fruit trees. And then settle back into being alone and back where I am now wanting to ctb....

 

[Superdeterminist]

Money is important and my being poor is a big reason I want to go. However, I can sense that solving this problem wouldn't be the panacea to my sadness, because there are still so many other issues which are not fixable by simply having money.

 

[ixkitty]

I would still want to go, however I'd probably do all the things on my bucket list. Like travel. And probably afford a more efficient method of CTB. Drugs and skydiving. Without a parachute. Or something - this is assuming 5 million is money ...

 

[Jojo81]

I would definitely come out of CTB and would live with my mom and dad who spent their whole life upbringing me.

Am 40 by the way. I lost a good job because all I thought about was spending more time with family.. Now am jobless and have all the time to spend with my family but out of money.

Never thought about ctb till I grew 40. Unable to get any other job because I don't have expertise in any IT Infrastructure platform.. All I have done is enjoyed my past 40 years of life.

 

[puppy9]

I'll be living far away from others without worrying about money. Wow that's my biggest dream. Buy a house with land (an orchard at the back), a fuel guzzling 4wd, a dog, gaming all day, read to my heart content, and not feeling inferior while I'm out buying stuff. I'm still buying lotto tho, even the odds of me winning is next to nothing. Money will be my social disguise. I'm well defended behind my fortress of cash.

 

[Tabbyql]

I would delay give my self a chance, because I would be able to afford private mental health care. and I would be able to move out of the stressful relationship and household i live in now. get my own house in the middle of nowhere. I would be able to achieve some things.

 

[Deleted member 18655]

I think it would make everything worse!!

I would put it off, help family and friends, donate most of it, pay off my little debt, travel and then realise I'm still empty and that the money didn't solve the problem of me - the dream I lost has nothing to do with money so my reason would still be there through the whole thing. Money really can't buy inner peace and happiness.

 

[Homecoming]

Money won't solve my permanent physical and mental illnesses. I'd rather give all of the money to local charities and CTB the cheapest/easiest way

 

[Wisdom3_1-9]

Honestly, it might hasten my decision. I could pay off all my debts and ensure that my family would be taken care of after I died. I'd die with less guilt on my mind.

 

[IwishIwasAttractive]

no. money can fix my weak chin ugliness.

 

[braketimez]

Yes, but I would probably delay it.

 

[TAW122]

Money itself won't solve my problems, so yes, I would still CTB. However, I'd try to cross a few other items off my bucket list first and maybe live just a bit longer (until my money runs low), and when I'm tired of everything, just CTB. The phrase that "sometimes, there are just things that money can't buy" just rings true, especially when it comes to certain experiences and things in life.

 

[PatheticGirl43]

Absolutely, if anything this would make me want to go even more because I wouldn't be worried about leaving my family financially burdened.

 

[kcn2020]

Honestly, I would still be suicidal as it's something that depends intrinsically on my brain structure: I have always been suicidal and I may always be suicidal. But winning 5 millions would for sure delay it. I would buy a nice house, and invest some money, I would take some good time, go back to school, learn stuff and have some fun.

I wish it could that easy.

 

[foxdie]

Yes and no. Would I want to ctb tomorrow? Probably not, I'd want to spend it on something good. Eventually the distraction would be over and I'd find myself back here.

 

[Ghost2211]

Nope, that would solve all problems.

 

[BPD Barbie]

Probably not, it would solve a lot of problems. Granted I'd still have mental illness but I could afford the best available care.

 

[TimeToBiteTheDust]

It wouldn't make me happy but I'd use that money to go to Aokigahara's forest in Japan and kill myself there. And I'd fulfill my 2 desires: visit a country and ctb.

 

[I screwed up]

No ... A lot of my problems would be resolved with money.

 

[lostangel]

It would just delay my death date by a few years.