Would you CTB right now at this moment if you could?

[Mustkeyknow]

I would tbh, everything is so shit idek how I'm alive tbh

 

[21Neberg]

I have one person holding me back, though its a matter of time before thats over. Everything is going to shit again, even worse than it's ever been. Yes, I absolutely would. Though my time is coming again, time for attempt number who knows how much...

 

[pillow933]

Nah, purely just because I'd want to say goodbye to one or two people before I feel like I'd know I could go through with it without feeling as though I was leaving something unfinished.

 

[Lostnotfound]

Yes but I dont know if I can or not .... I have the stuff but I haven't done the fasting etc

 

[UpandDownPrincess]

At this moment, no. I am not actively suicidal right now.

Those moments come and go for me, so this answer might change at any time.

I fucking hate my MI.

 

[Jumper Geo]

No I couldn't just ctb on a whim, I would need to prepare and psych myself up.

 

[Partial-Elf]

If I could do it without emotionally damaging those around me–then absolutely. If I have to hurt them, it gets more complicated.

 

[palatinus]

I can right now, but I'm polishing things up so my followers suffer minimally.

 

[waterbottleman]

I could right now if I wanted to, so no =D

 

[highlyvolatile]

Yes. These people always leave me by myself and until my dad got back no one even opens the door to this room. I couldve honestly ctb at any point this week or last week and have been gone. The only reason im here is cause I have to figure out if i want to/can see my main family one last time before i ctb.

 

[thehungerartist]

If I could take a pill that would painlessly and instantly make it happen, yes absolutely. I'd have to write letters first but even so...I already pre recorded a video that explains things/me saying goodbye just in case I get the nerve to just jump on the tracks or something.

 

[Quarky00]

Yes.

Considered taking SN every day .

If ctb was just 'a press of a button' I wouldn't be here...

Although I'm "okay" , and I sound "okay" , and I'm not impulsive or emotional , and not going to ctb soon -- I'm rated at the top of any suicide scale (I don't have other ways to objectively assess myself) . I'm definitely not into an "attempt' .

 

[LastRide]

I would, but there is some stuff I need to work on beforehand....finish divorce, make a will, organise people to take over running my business when I'm dead...just takes so much bloody time all of this I wish it was all done and I could just go ahead and blow my brains out right now !

 

[Aonewayticketplease]

No, there might still be hope. Also, I haven't sorted things out for after I have left.........,don't want to leave others frustrated and inconvenienced because of my failure to plan ahead

 

[TimeToBiteTheDust]

Yes. Wouldn't hesitate.

 

[BrokenConk3r]

Yes , There is no hope left for me.

 

[faust]

No, my stomach is not empty, so would not CTB :)

 

[WhathaveIdone]

If it was a switch of a button (if only)

Yes

 

[Lostnotfound]

No, my stomach is not empty, so would not CTB :)

Thats my problem tonight!

 

[faust]

Thats my problem tonight!

A reminder: no 4 bottles of Heineken before CTB :D

 

[Crows]

I would, my life is so messed up. In fact I wish it was so easy.

 

[hershberger]

Most days: no.

Today: if I had all the SN stuff...yes.

 

[PoisonedJuliet]

I can't believe I'm saying this but no. I don't know where I'm at in my little cycle but I don't feel so crushed and I truly am so grateful for my one friend who has given me strength to carry on till at least tomorrow. I'm also grateful for all of you guys

 

[teddybear1403]

Yes, the person holding me back has already said goodbye.

 

[AlreadyGone]

No, because there are still things I will need to get in order before I go.

 

[Mooshi]

If it was just a press of a button or a simple pill to take then yes, most definitely.

 

[Cutepoison]

Yes..... I'm thinking about that all the time

 

[Final Escape]

If I was sure to die relatively painless and fast yes. There's nothing holding me here at this point.

 

[ghostspace]

No, I've still got things things to do and people who need me here.

 

[zeroambition]

No