Venting If you knew that your life would end in a month, what would you do to live that time meaningfully, and how would you feel thinking about it?

[FuneralCry]

No, there isn't anything meaningful about existing, this existence is a terrible mistake that only ever tortures existing beings with no limit as to how much agony one can feel, to suffer in this existence will always be an abomination and it's so terrible how humans cause all this torture and suffering there was never a need for by imposing this existence.

If the suffering was going to end in a months time then I'd be so relieved to be spared from all future dreadful futile suffering in this existence that is just waiting to die, all I want is to erase this terrible, dreadful existence, I want it to be like I never suffered at all, I just want all to be gone and forgotten for me in non-existence, the peace of non-existence is all I could ever see as positive.

 

[PeaceSeeker83]

I might also just eat a bit more junk food, for eg chocolate and not worry about weight gain as much as usual.

 

[Passenger4224]

I would run around town yelling and celebrating!

 

[lostinthecha0s]

I would have a lot more sex with my boyfriend, finish the stuffed animal I've been promising him, and break up with him a week before it happened in some horrible blow up he would hate me for, that way he would be spared of the pain of my death. He's my rock aside from my family and he's the reason I've been able to come as far as I have with my mental health. He loves me so much and my SI and SH thoughts hurt him more than anything so I know if anything were to happen to me he would be the most devastated in my life aside from my family.