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Die.A.Ria

Die.A.Ria

My medical condition ruined everything
Jul 17, 2026
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Like i want to film myself but how can i do it i want to livestream but i really dont want this to go really viral tbh because if you livestream doing something like this on tiktok,facebook etc it would probably get taken down really fast and it would go on the news etc

so is there anywhere i can film myself and it will stay up i want this to help people thinking of taking SN
 
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hdead

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Jun 2, 2026
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I don't think there's a way to do it with livestreaming the way you envision it. I remember one guy, he seemed pretty tech savvy, who managed to film himself and posted it up on a WeTransfer or Google Space where people could download it. I have no idea how he did it, but it seems like circumvented any streaming services while doing it.
 
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ElfQueens

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Aug 7, 2026
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Live streaming could be difficult indeed, unless you host your own software for doing it (Owncast most likely). However, I suppose you could use software that records for a set duration of so many hours, then stops and saves the result to a prenamed file, then invokes another utility to upload it to a service of your choosing, selfhosted or not. Likely you would want to use a shell script to achieve this. - Quelenna
 
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MeSauce

Armchair Philosopher
Jun 1, 2023
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I had an idea at one point to create my own livestream platform with only one uploader, myself. That could ve a workaround, maybe hire someone to code it for u.
 
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fitoo5999

Student
Jul 23, 2026
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Why would you do that? There is nothing positive about posting it online if you ask me.
 
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fluorescentpearl

Siin me kohtume siis, See on ju armastus hĂĽperbolo
Jul 19, 2026
585
Why would you do that? There is nothing positive about posting it online if you ask me.
I would believe it's to give more insight on sn death and material for documentation
 
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thelostautistic

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Jul 31, 2025
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Once you post something online or host a livestream you have zero control of how far and wide it will spread. If you're concerned about it going viral then I wouldn't film it at all. Can I ask I why you want to film it? It's something I don't really understand but I've heard others mention doing the same on the forum.
 
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ElfQueens

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Aug 7, 2026
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I had an idea at one point to create my own livestream platform with only one uploader, myself. That could ve a workaround, maybe hire someone to code it for u.
Well, Owncast already does exactly that, so I believe there is little reason to write one yourself? Unless it lacks some feature you wanted, or you wanted something more minimalistic or so. But the point of Owncast is that you can selfhost it, and it only runs one stream at a time. - Quelenna
 
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Throwawaysoul

Warlock
May 14, 2018
709
It doesn't mater, if you exhibit, any suffering from sn this site will delete or lock the thread. (But opening a new thread without searching is good SEO.) The mods love removing / locking Joe Winko videos and threads, that should be a huge red flag to everyone thinking about using this method.

It was the locking of Joe Winko videos threads and straight deleting the GHB mega thread that made me come to the conclusion that these threads hurt someone's bottom line and they had to be stopped. Derp derp derp "the author of the GHB thread, requested it to be deleted" at that point got too big and too helpful . They could just remove all mention of the author. Nope gone. Joe Winko , didn't look like he was going out to peacefully. Boooooom locked. Sure he may have not been following protocol, but the thread should be left open. That probably upset DSL / < insert random letters here> though.
 
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DeathSweetDeath

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Nov 12, 2025
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I would believe it's to give more insight on sn death and material for documentation
I get that but… I've seen four different SN videos, and they were all pretty similar, and so at least four of them are out there already. Harder to see the benefit when those already exist.
 
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Mgelanie

Member
Mar 17, 2026
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Like i want to film myself but how can i do it i want to livestream but i really dont want this to go really viral tbh because if you livestream doing something like this on tiktok,facebook etc it would probably get taken down really fast and it would go on the news etc

so is there anywhere i can film myself and it will stay up i want this to help people thinking of taking SN
Be carefull it might go viral and people online will harass your irl's
 

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