Within two weeks ctb with SN

[kordonfb]

At now im gathering ingredients. My first thought was hanging. but due to some enviroment issues i cant do that.

The most easy one is getting SN. After that ill try to get meto recipe from my doctor. The only thing i considered that needed besides SN.

Ill update this thread when the time comes. document my messages with my doc, progress. And before ctb day, ill be writing hour by hour my actions.

Im determined for what i planned to do. But im a bit concerned about my some family members and friends. But in the end that changes nothing.

 

[Alexandra_]

I hope you can find the peace you desire

 

[kordonfb]

There is no good left in me. I hope so too.

 

[Macedonian1987]

If it's not too much trouble, acquire some benzos too. They will make the entire process a bit less traumatic and more peaceful. I will include them in my SN protocol.

 

[retstardeda$$hole]

If it's not too much trouble, acquire some benzos too. They will make the entire process a bit less traumatic and more peaceful. I will include them in my SN protocol.

How much do do you think I should take and when? Before or after? Guide says after and by crushing them and mixing them in water but i dont know if the taste will be good. I can handle saltiness. I will be taking alprazolam if thats relevant.

 

[kordonfb]

If it's not too much trouble, acquire some benzos too. They will make the entire process a bit less traumatic and more peaceful. I will include them in my SN protocol.

My first priority is getting killed. To do that i had to block vomiting or minimizing. Other things irrelevant. Though thanks for your advice.

Also can you research affect of smoking before taking sn or after ? Ill read your protocol.

 

[Macedonian1987]

How much do do you think I should take and when? Before or after? Guide says after and by crushing them and mixing them in water but i dont know if the taste will be good. I can handle saltiness. I will be taking alprazolam if thats relevant.

I plan on taking just the right amount of benzos (xanax in my case) to make me feel like a bit drunk and very relaxed, but not too sedated because I might fall a sleep mid protocol if I take too much.

For each person the amount of benzos he/she should take varies with age, tolerance to benzos and weight. I plan on taking 1,5-2mg of xanax crushed with little water 1-2 hours before ingesting SN. I'm benzo naive person and the dosage i mentioned is enough to make me very relaxed.

My first priority is getting killed. To do that i had to block vomiting or minimizing. Other things irrelevant. Though thanks for your advice.

Also can you research affect of smoking before taking sn or after ? Ill read your protocol.

I agree, meto is more important than the benzos for the protocol to work. Benzos are needed just to make the whole process more pleasant and less traumatic.
As for smoking it depends how you react to it. As a current non-smoker smoking and nicotine is making me nauseous, but when I smoked it used to calm me down if I was anxious or nervous.