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cececinderella

cececinderella

would be an irl shoujo if I didn't want to CTB lol
May 11, 2025
22
So, I don't think this is the healthiest coping mechanism. However, I'm curious. I have an original character named Maxwell. Possibly my favorite OC, the golden child, whatever. I feel like I'm odd in the way that I wish he was real and I could be friends with him. He wasn't written to be a comfort character that could magically solve all of my woes, but rather a somewhat realistic character who is flawed and motivated mostly by survival. I think about him being a real life friend frequently, as I don't have many friends that aren't online, and doing stuff like hanging out with him or going places and stuff like that. I wonder if it's just because I feel very alone and if I had more people to hang out with, I would forget about it.
Does anyone else fantasize about their original characters [or even just fictional characters] being real and having a friendship, relationship, etc with them? I'd like to know what you guys think.
 
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StupidCat

StupidCat

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Apr 24, 2025
315
I've created so many characters for ky fictional writings. I placed on different stages of my life. I tried giving them as realistic features as real people so they always fit, or have the smallest possibility of existence.
 
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cececinderella

cececinderella

would be an irl shoujo if I didn't want to CTB lol
May 11, 2025
22
I've created so many characters for ky fictional writings. I placed on different stages of my life. I tried giving them as realistic features as real people so they always fit, or have the smallest possibility of existence.
I definitely understand the realistic features. Sometimes I create my characters in life sims so they can look a bit more real. I don't think I'll find a real Maxwell any time soon, but it's nice to hope for it.
 
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ghost_storys

Member
May 23, 2025
13
I relate to this. For a while there it felt like my OCs were the only thing I enjoyed anymore- drawing them, RPing them, whatever. Rather than wishing she was real, I think I wish I was her. I made her so cheerful and beautiful and talented- flawed, but optimistic. She made friends easily. ...Even though I made her for a horror game and RP awful things happening to her lol. I don't know. Some combination of kinky and cathartic I'm not smart enough to understand.
And then my friends didn't want to RP with her anymore because she was a girl, and I know that's their choice, I can't force them to like things they aren't into, but it felt like such a personal rejection that to be honest, it's what finally drove me to make an account here. I had one last thing I looked forward to... and now I don't.
(that's her in my icon)
 
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JesiBel

JesiBel

protoTYPE:cclxxv
Dec 5, 2024
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Yes, absolutely. My characters keep me mentally company. I can daydream with them and disconnect from reality a bit. I wish I knew how to animate and create short stories. I just draw as a hobby. They are the complete opposite of me, they are colorful, positive and fun. Some are children or young, others adults. I think I would have liked to have a little brother/sister with a marked age difference.
 
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bankai

bankai

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Mar 16, 2025
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Sure, but they are tailor made and fictional.If they were real, they sure would solve most of the problems i face.
 
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micheal7271

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Apr 6, 2024
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I always imagine I have a functional family, a family that live me for who I am, not religious, and support me. This thing keep me alive everyday as my family is really disfunctional.
 
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