Wish I could just end it

[mentalhealthfighter]

I wish there could be an end to my miserable life but I'm stuck in limbo. I can't end it because I live with my mom. All I can do is request euthanasia but I'll have to wait for years. Anyone have an idea on what to do. I made a thread here before about CTB by train but I didn't do it because I got blocked by someone. I could still do it but I'm scared of failing. I really am stuck. I so hate my life.

 

[jodes2]

Have you looked into SN? How would your mum stop you from CTBing?

 

[mentalhealthfighter]

Have you looked into SN? How would your mum stop you from CTBing?

I can't buy it without my mom.

 

[jodes2]

Have you looked into partial then? Or NN method?

 

[mentalhealthfighter]

Have you looked into partial then? Or NN method?

I don't know, are they painful?

 

[jodes2]

I don't know, are they painful?

Not if you do it right, but many people say it can take quite a bit of practice. Once you get it right you can pass out within 10 seconds without pain

 

[FuneralCry]

I'm sorry that you are trapped in this situation. It's so unfair how we live in a world that makes it as hard for us to die as possible and I understand that it can be awful having to endure an existence that you hate. I think that only you can really decide what is best for yourself. I hope that you find freedom from your suffering.

 

[mentalhealthfighter]

Not if you do it right, but many people say it can take quite a bit of practice. Once you get it right you can pass out within 10 seconds without pain

That sounds pretty good ngl. But hard to do as my mother will be around.

I'm sorry that you are trapped in this situation. It's so unfair how we live in a world that makes it as hard for us to die as possible and I understand that it can be awful having to endure an existence that you hate. I think that only you can really decide what is best for yourself. I hope that you find freedom from your suffering.

Thanks again for the kind words.