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lifesnotfair

lifesnotfair

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I've realized how sensitive I am to everyday physical things, especially when it comes to room temperatures, hot food, and my lower threshold for pain. I want to ctb with SN, but idk how it'll affect me vs others.
 
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ScarletTanager

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Jul 11, 2024
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You'll get a squeezing bad headache but just after start to convulse, then you'll feel a bit nauseous and out of breath, just as you pass out. Taking a full dose, you won't feel more than a few minutes of pain or anything else before numbness and nothing.
 
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DeathSweetDeath

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You'll get a squeezing bad headache but just after start to convulse, then you'll feel a bit nauseous and out of breath, just as you pass out. Taking a full dose, you won't feel more than a few minutes of pain or anything else before numbness and nothing.
Don't forget about the cold sweats.
 
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peacebenow

Too much has happened.
Apr 26, 2026
561
Yes, it will. You do the best you can to manage it. See resources.
 
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absolutethistime

shinigami
Feb 20, 2026
54
SN is not pain free until it is (later in the protocol when you actually start to die).
 
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idontknowwhatiam

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Sep 10, 2025
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You'll get a squeezing bad headache but just after start to convulse, then you'll feel a bit nauseous and out of breath, just as you pass out. Taking a full dose, you won't feel more than a few minutes of pain or anything else before numbness and nothing.
See, I can handle what you've described... I wish that was a guarantee lol... But it's not
 
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volo

Experienced
Apr 22, 2026
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They forgot to mention throwing up as well…. Read up on it, as it was said above, maybe it's for you, maybe it's not. Every method is hard.
 
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