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pauli36
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What's your method if you don't mind sharing?Leaving in 11 days. I've been helping people on this forum with their research and calculations. I want my last days to be helping others. That said, if anyone needs information regarding OD's or inert gasses or even drowning, HMU. The one thing I have no clue about at all is hanging.
dm me. cant reach you.You're welcome. You can try it now I just turned it on.
I feel like I'm trapped.Are you staying or leaving?
How do I contact you there's no PM link?Leaving in 11 days. I've been helping people on this forum with their research and calculations. I want my last days to be helping others. That said, if anyone needs information regarding OD's or inert gasses or even drowning, HMU. The one thing I have no clue about at all is hanging.
Leaving, but I'll have to wait a few yearsAre you staying or leaving?
I want to leave , but I need something first:( I hope it is soon that I find it tho.Are you staying or leaving?
Leaving in 11 days. I've been helping people on this forum with their research and calculations. I want my last days to be helping others. That said, if anyone needs information regarding OD's or inert gasses or even drowning, HMU. The one thing I have no clue about at all is hanging.
You may be a pathetic ass (I can relate). But you are NOT worthless and you DO deserve love. It's just that in our ignorant 3D reality we tend to forget/ignore/deny our connection to love.I own my 3-bedroom house & my vehicle
I have a FT job I actually like, that doesn't pay a lot, but I'm able to save some money every month
I still have both parents, who are the only ones in the world who love me
I have 2 cats, who I love, and are the closest things I'll ever have to children
My life really isn't that bad
But it's lonely
And it's empty
It has been for over 22 1/2 years, since my ex-wife divorced me after a brief marriage
The truth is... All I ever wanted in life was true love
God gave me 1 chance... And I failed miserably
I was a horrible husband
I've been forever alone & miserable in my pointless pathetic existence since
And I deserve it
Not only do I not deserve love
My standards are so insane, the woman I want does not & will never exist... God never created her
And if she did... She'd deserve much better than the cancer that I am
Do I end my existence because I'm lonely & empty?
Or do I end it because I'm a worthless piece of shit?
Or... Do I drag my pathetic ass through my pointless pathetic existence, and continue praying to an unloving, uncaring, unmerciful God for death?
I don't know