Venting Where to do it?

[BPDbitch]

I'm fairly sure I will be catching the bus this month, but I'm having such a time finding a place to do it . I intend to do full suspension but don't have anywhere in my flat I could use as an anchor point, so will have to go somewhere else to get the job done. There is a massive estate near me but a boy committed suicide there a few years ago so I don't wanna use the same place if I don't have to (dunno, it feels weird for me for some reason). There is not many other wooded places near my city though and my travel is limited. Alternatively I could jump from one of the cliffs but I'm not sure if I could go through with that standing on the edge haha. This is just so frustrating because if I could do it in my flat I probably would have by now lol

 

[squirtsoda]

I feel like this is a horrible idea, but maybe a playground with monkey bars?

 

[BPDbitch]

I feel like this is a horrible idea, but maybe a playground with monkey bars?

I thought about this too. I remember seeing someone who ligated at the top of the slide then just went down it and that was it. The thought of like a mum bringing her kids to the park and finding that though, I just couldn't do it

 

[squirtsoda]

I thought about this too. I remember seeing someone who ligated at the top of the slide then just went down it and that was it. The thought of like a mum bringing her kids to the park and finding that though, I just couldn't do it

thats why I said horrible idea lol...ugh. Wish I could help you.

 

[mesohappy]

Where I live a few years back, a guy climbed up on one of those metal power line towers and hung himself from it.

 

[lovemelovemenot]

You could find a campsite near you and rent out a cabin to use for a few days if you have the money. Although there could be a chance there's no where to hang yourself in the cabin. But it will ensure you'll be isolated for a long period of time, and you can leave a note on the door to warn people if you care about those who are going to discover your body. Plus you can have some time to yourself to drink, watch the sunset, take a swim or whatever you want before you take that final plunge.

 

[BPDbitch]

Where I live a few years back, a guy climbed up on one of those metal power line towers and hung himself from it.

Wow that's hardcore. I have a fear of heights so I'd probably be Keking myself if I tried that

You could find a campsite near you and rent out a cabin to use for a few days if you have the money. Although there could be a chance there's no where to hang yourself in the cabin. But it will ensure you'll be isolated for a long period of time, and you can leave a note on the door to warn people if you care about those who are going to discover your body. Plus you can have some time to yourself to drink, watch the sunset, take a swim or whatever you want before you take that final plunge.

I might do this if I can afford to, although I'm having some financial difficulties rn . Make a weekend out of it or something like that. Alt suicide holiday am I right?

 

[lovemelovemenot]

I might do this if I can afford to, although I'm having some financial difficulties rn . Make a weekend out of it or something like that. Alt suicide holiday am I right?

Hell yeah, it's what I plan to do. Spend my last days with mother earth and maybe some booze. Although my method is SN, so I'll have to fast for a certain time before. The place I'm planning to go to is about $140 for 4 days, which is cheaper than I expected honestly. I've paid nearly as much for one night at a hotel! If you can wait a bit longer to save the money for it, I would. Although, like I said, there might not be anywhere inside to hang yourself from. Small chance but you never know. If that's the case you could go deeper into the forest of the surrounding area, enough to not be seen by anyone on hiking trails or rangers patrolling and do it there. Either way, I hope you can find something that works for you

 

[waterbottleman]

I feel like this is a horrible idea, but maybe a playground with monkey bars?

I think tainting an area where kids play isn't a good idea. Kids are innocent, I wouldn't want something horrible like suicide to taint an area where they find joy.

Where I live a few years back, a guy climbed up on one of those metal power line towers and hung himself from it.

I find it interesting how radically different various people suicide.

On the one hand you have guys like that who suicide in really crazy and dare devilish ways, meanwhile I'm just going to rent a nice hotel room and drink SN while I'm wrapped up in a blanket and hugging my whale shark stuffed animal lmao.