Venting i wanna ctb so bad

[favouriteworstolive]

i'm so annoyed. i don't have like any means to ctb but i really want to. i really fucking wanna. ts sucks man. legit only thing that's keeping me somewhat afloat is my best friend and the razors i ordered that are arriving next week. i wish i could just have a switch i can press and just. shut my body off. i wanna kill myself so bad i wish i had access to stuff that could get me to it. i'm js so frustrated.

 

[Lost_Dawns]

i do not know why i am waiting and yet I am still waiting.

I do not even have plans to get a good method yet.

 

[ToothFairy]

I'll tell you this: do not attempt to take your life by cutting as you're most likely to fail at it and it will only bring unnecesary pain and suffering to you

 

[ctb_warrior]

I'll tell you this: do not attempt to take your life by cutting as you're most likely to fail at it and it will only bring unnecesary pain and suffering to you

+1 on this. Cutting is a non method and will leave one in a much worse condition

i do not know why i am waiting and yet I am still waiting.

I do not even have plans to get a good method yet.

I too don't have a method that fits my present constraints. :(