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Moon2018

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Apr 12, 2020
48
Where are you planning to die? I want to die in my apartment, which doesn't exist yet. I want to go to another country, where the salary is 10 times higher, to work for 5 years. Then I have enough for an apartment. I would like to die in the next year, but I have to endure, because then I will die in my mother's apartment, I don't want to scare my mother with my corpse.
 
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WornOutLife

WornOutLife

マット
Mar 22, 2020
7,183
My apartment or a hotel room.
 
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Wrennie

Wrennie

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Dec 18, 2019
1,546
In my bedroom closet. It's cozy and dark and makes me feel cut off from the outside world.
 
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throughtheglass

throughtheglass

oof
Nov 28, 2020
33
Far from home, in the forest or river. Never found by anyone.
 
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Keto

Student
Feb 8, 2020
107
Alone in my home when wife visiting her family
 
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Spitfire

Enlightened
Apr 26, 2020
1,273
In a small one room log cabin next to a river, in the middle of nowhere.
 
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Ducati SS

Member
Nov 7, 2020
6
Alone at night in the desert
 
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JayDog

JayDog

Member
Jan 3, 2021
18
Ideally, in a luxury hotel room. I'd order some fine whiskey, make a bath and drink cyanide. Also I'd left a note on the bathroom door that there's body inside so cleaning ladies don't get too scared.
 
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Symbiote

Illuminated
Oct 12, 2020
3,099
Ideally, in a luxury hotel room. I'd order some fine whiskey, make a bath and drink cyanide. Also I'd left a note on the bathroom door that there's body inside so cleaning ladies don't get too scared.
That or leave a stack of 20s on the night stand with a note, "Sorry for the mess, here's your tip for all the troubles"
 
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nerve

fat cringey shut-in
Jun 19, 2019
1,013
Hotel for me. Paying for it on a NEET salary was an obstacle, but I've gotten enough COVID relief money from the government that I'm even thinking of trying to get some N too!

Home would be ideal but people I live with have said stuff like "how could you ever think of doing that to me?" so that scared me off. I don't want to bother or upset anyone more than I have to.

This is just me daydreaming but I hope I'm in a sound enough state to decorate the room a little bit when the day comes. Nothing big, just setting a more pleasant ambience for myself since I can't do it at home.
 
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woknows

Experienced
Dec 12, 2020
264
Where are you planning to die? I want to die in my apartment, which doesn't exist yet. I want to go to another country, where the salary is 10 times higher, to work for 5 years. Then I have enough for an apartment. I would like to die in the next year, but I have to endure, because then I will die in my mother's apartment, I don't want to scare my mother with my corpse.

Do you even want to die? Your plan is absurd:). Like getting a green card to buy a gun in USA. If the green card is even enough.
 
Ender

Ender

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Dec 29, 2020
269
Alone in my room.
 
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Lupgevif

Lupgevif

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Jul 23, 2020
928
Maybe in a river, maybe in my rented flat once my college presential classes return.
 
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Barracuda91

Longing for the past and dreading the future
Jan 2, 2021
20
On the coast looking out at sea and the stars, preferably after having a drink and smoke.
 
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loopylou

Learn to fly
Jan 11, 2021
884
Next to a railway line / river.
 
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NodusTollens

NodusTollens

☾
Nov 17, 2020
989
My bedroom.
 
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wanttodie

Enlightened
Apr 19, 2018
1,823
My apartment or a hotel room.
 
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muffin222

muffin222

Enlightened
Mar 31, 2020
1,187
I plan to die in the comfort of my bedroom. I couldn't imagine going out any other way
 
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homebound

fallen angel
Jan 19, 2020
36
In a forest at night. I don't like my family very much, but I wouldn't want them to deal with my dead body in the home.
 
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CursedForDisaster

Student
Apr 1, 2019
187
In the woods or in my own place when I can afford it or by accident while "practicing" partial.
 
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Adamsnolife

Arcanist
May 5, 2020
401
Hopefully at Beachy Head Cliffs
 
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blacktrain98

Member
Sep 11, 2020
40
I'm still dealin with that pesky "guilt" stage so ideally after I buy a car I'll just drive out somewhere really serene and get the job done. That way the whole car can just be impounded and theres no bedroom that smells like rot and nothing to clean. The act of taking a trip to do it feels natural and positive. Biggest thing for me is I want to go out with dignity and peace in the final hour. Bonus points if I find a nice tree to die under or something
 
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holymouse

Member
Nov 17, 2020
53
in my room
so sorry for my parents
im worried about house price after my death
 
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lonerclown666

Mage
Dec 1, 2020
540
In the street with lucky in a car
 
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LosinIt20

What’s the point in living if you can’t be alive
Mar 8, 2020
50
I want to die in a hotel room, & I want to be cremated and my ashes thrown in the ocean
 
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SuicidallyCurious

Enlightened
Dec 20, 2020
1,715
in my room
so sorry for my parents
im worried about house price after my death
House price thing isn't usually a big deal depending on the jurisdiction. People generally don't ask about it so unless you end up in the media which most suicides don't it should be ok.
 
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dissolvedgirl

Member
Dec 26, 2020
15
my bedroom. the place i've been stuck in for so long and the place i've come to love the most.
 
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rata1

Arcanist
May 8, 2019
452
That or leave a stack of 20s on the night stand with a note, "Sorry for the mess, here's your tip for all the troubles"
i actually did that when i first travelled to my favorite spot. (didn't work obviously). i had some package of money with me and a letter to the firemen/ambulance for what purpose it was.

op: nature, nice calm peaceful nature
 
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