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GT Darkarage

GT Darkarage

GT / always fear
Nov 17, 2018
209
Three brothers died and the father survived. They were intoxicated by carbon monoxide. It was in a rural area of my country.

All I can say is that. They are so lucky. I'm sure they didn't planned it. It was a complete mistake.

By the way this week I have seen a few of news related to suicide. People out there is doing whatever they can.

Recently a guy from a program from discovery channel shoot himself while he was in a river. His body was discovered by a friend.

Also I read almost all the news related to the case were a guy plead he is guilty for selling sn in canada.

Those people who died using sn, they are lucky.

I was watching another documentary. There have been a lot of suicides in south america. Teens are falling in depression because of the use of social media.

A phenomenon well documented now.

Yes this is a problem all over the world. Mostly in our times.
It has existed since humanity exist but now days is more real.

Economy doesn't help. Social media neither. Politics in third worl countries and also in first world countries.

Suicide is justified.
I don't want everyone to really think that this is normal. It is not. Our societies are broken at some point.

But also life was meant to be difficult since the beginning.

It is just that now we tend to pretend more. And the one who doesn't want to pretend everything is right is condemned.

Wish I were stronger but it doesn't apply to me anymore.

I was watching a documentary about depression yesterday. There are not real studies or in my opinion, as it is that pharmaceuticals do a lot of money by selling pills, they don't want to admit that those pills are not a cure.

Yes they help on low depressed people. But once you have +5, +10 years. They will not work definitely.

And yes biological facts can be considered. Also ambient (which is the most common reason, and maybe for me the most important).

Humanity is twisting everything this days. I was never meant to live for so long. Yes doctors kept me alive when I was a kid dying because my appendix was failing.

I would have preferred to die at that point. I survived, they said it was a miracle but since then, I felt like I never was a normal kid.

Sure something about that changed me. Now I affront the consequences...
 
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unluckysadness

unluckysadness

Enlightened
Jul 9, 2025
1,273
Wow, these news are really insane.

In my country, a 11 yo girl was murdered by a guy who was known as a pedophile but justice workers didn't do their job "at time" and the poor girl is dead and before her death, she was probably sexually assaulted. Huge controversy here and it's normal to be shocked. But it will happen again and again because world is sick. It's the same country where kids commit suicide.

Ho can people be mentally sane in such a fucking collapsing world ?
 
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SASU-KE

SASU-KE

Anhedonic Elementalist
Nov 26, 2025
863
Carbon monoxide is kind of ridiculous, really. People die all the time by mistake from it and people who take it intentionally to ctb survive it.
 
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GT / always fear
Nov 17, 2018
209
Carbon monoxide is kind of ridiculous, really. People die all the time by mistake from it and people who take it intentionally to ctb survive it.
That's is exactly what I thought. They died so easily.
 
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broken serenity

broken serenity

Student
Sep 26, 2025
114
I'm not so sure about lucky. I bet the father is devastated. If he wasn't suicidal before he is now.
 
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GT / always fear
Nov 17, 2018
209
I'm not so sure about lucky. I bet the father is devastated. If he wasn't suicidal before he is now
Yes sure. The father was not suicidal. I'm pretty sure no one in the family.

Loosing three sons (maybe all that you have).. that makes me think that sure he will be devastated after that.

I regret a bit saying "they are lucky", no they were not. They weren't seeking that end.

Is just like SASU-KE said. People dies by CO without seeking it and we that would like to, don't achieve it.
 

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