tiemedowm
scared
- Aug 20, 2023
- 6
im planning to ctb. that includes writing letters and whatever else. i think ill do it in a forest, somewhere where i wont be found for a while. the thing is i dont really want to die but i dont see any other option. my daily life is just filled with suffering. it's been like this for far too long and i've lost hope that its going to change.
i get attached to people and that leaves me with even more suffering every time. i hate this so much. i never want to feel like this again even if that means ill never feel anything at all. i just want it to end
do you have any tips for hanging in the forest? that's my plan but there's some holes in it. like do i need to bring a chair? all the others methods i've done research into seem very unavailable. SN seems good but i can't find it anywhere because of where i live.
i wish it didn't have to be like this
i get attached to people and that leaves me with even more suffering every time. i hate this so much. i never want to feel like this again even if that means ill never feel anything at all. i just want it to end
do you have any tips for hanging in the forest? that's my plan but there's some holes in it. like do i need to bring a chair? all the others methods i've done research into seem very unavailable. SN seems good but i can't find it anywhere because of where i live.
i wish it didn't have to be like this
