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Johnny99

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If you read the comments this seems to be the ultimate suicide song
 
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I believe this would be peaceful enough to die to.

 
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Captive_Mind515

Captive_Mind515

King or street sweeper, dance with grim reaper!
Jul 18, 2023
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The verve - bittersweet symphony

That's on ctb playlist.

 
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GodzillasBiggestFan

GodzillasBiggestFan

Godzilla's Lonely Bestie
Jan 12, 2026
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tomcat is great! I generally like energetic songs, but "in case I make it," is an exception. euthanasia's actually the reason I researched euthanasia and realized it's an option for humans years ago. I remember it drove me to write a speech arguing for assisted suicide for an english project. I think someday I'll get "is now really a good time for a new tattoo?" tattooed with a little sparrow and dandelion.
that would be such an awesome tattoo. i dont know if i'll ever actually get a tattoo but sometimes i think of ones i'd want and i always thought a will wood based one would be cool though i dont know what exactly i would get tattooed.
 
ardea

ardea

she/her | is there cheese in the great beyond?
May 17, 2026
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that would be such an awesome tattoo. i dont know if i'll ever actually get a tattoo but sometimes i think of ones i'd want and i always thought a will wood based one would be cool though i dont know what exactly i would get tattooed.
that makes sense. besides the will wood one I'd probably only get birds. there's this one artist specializes in birds and flowers whose work I really like, but she's expensive and not in my country so it'd be in the farrr future.
 
cryingmercenary

cryingmercenary

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Aug 20, 2026
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Honestly every Kino song, but this one stucks. For me, especially the outro feels like freedom to me
 
GodzillasBiggestFan

GodzillasBiggestFan

Godzilla's Lonely Bestie
Jan 12, 2026
440
that makes sense. besides the will wood one I'd probably only get birds. there's this one artist specializes in birds and flowers whose work I really like, but she's expensive and not in my country so it'd be in the farrr future.
birds are awesome and would look so cool as a tattoo. i always thought it would be cool to have a godzilla tattoo, or something related to my favorite godzilla version, like the signiture of the person who madee it or something
 
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ardea

she/her | is there cheese in the great beyond?
May 17, 2026
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birds are awesome and would look so cool as a tattoo. i always thought it would be cool to have a godzilla tattoo, or something related to my favorite godzilla version, like the signiture of the person who madee it or something
ooh that'd be cool. do you like shin godzilla by any chance? it's directed by hideki anno, who also created neon genesis evangelion (which I'm a huge fan of).
 
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throbinhood

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Aug 3, 2026
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I don't know what love is - vashti Bunyan
Or
I'm leaving on a jet plane
That or anything by the smiths or Beatles
 
GodzillasBiggestFan

GodzillasBiggestFan

Godzilla's Lonely Bestie
Jan 12, 2026
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ooh that'd be cool. do you like shin godzilla by any chance? it's directed by hideki anno, who also created neon genesis evangelion (which I'm a huge fan of).
i do, although i only saw it once, and i haven't seen it in a long time. i remember liking it when i watched it though. i did not know the director also directed neon genesis evangelion, that's awesome. i haven't seen neon genesis evangelion, but it looks cool, its the robots right?
 
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lostinthecha0s

lostinthecha0s

Borrowed time.
Jul 29, 2026
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Exit music (for a film) by Radiohead. It's cheesy but it feels like a peaceful fitting song to CTB to
 
ardea

ardea

she/her | is there cheese in the great beyond?
May 17, 2026
54
i do, although i only saw it once, and i haven't seen it in a long time. i remember liking it when i watched it though. i did not know the director also directed neon genesis evangelion, that's awesome. i haven't seen neon genesis evangelion, but it looks cool, its the robots right?
nice!! yea evangelion has robots. I wouldn't say the robots are the main thing tho, its more so about the charecters and how they respond to traumatic experiences. 20 years before the events of the show there's a calamity called the second impact that wipes out most of humanity, where a bunch of huge incomprehensible beings called angels appeared out of nowhere. in the present day, the angels suddenly appear again and shinji and some other kids are called to fight them by piloting mechs (it has to be them for reasons). the thing is, the kids behave how real kids would in traumatic situations. shinji is extremely depressed the whole time. and all of the charecters have fleshed out backstories and trauma that govern their behavior. there's a lot of emphasis placed on complex interpersonal connections. it's all very relatable and I really love how the charecters are so realistic. there's also a lot of awesome robot fighting ofc. there's a lot of christian imagery but that's literally just because it looks cool and foreign to a japanese audience lol.
 
werewolfgirl

werewolfgirl

Oh Vivica, I wish you well
Jun 30, 2026
14
I'm not sure, I think maybe the NGE version of Fly Me to The Moon or a rendition of Claire de Lune, it has always been my fav "classical" song
 
GodzillasBiggestFan

GodzillasBiggestFan

Godzilla's Lonely Bestie
Jan 12, 2026
440
nice!! yea evangelion has robots. I wouldn't say the robots are the main thing tho, its more so about the charecters and how they respond to traumatic experiences. 20 years before the events of the show there's a calamity called the second impact that wipes out most of humanity, where a bunch of huge incomprehensible beings called angels appeared out of nowhere. in the present day, the angels suddenly appear again and shinji and some other kids are called to fight them by piloting mechs (it has to be them for reasons). the thing is, the kids behave how real kids would in traumatic situations. shinji is extremely depressed the whole time. and all of the charecters have fleshed out backstories and trauma that govern their behavior. there's a lot of emphasis placed on complex interpersonal connections. it's all very relatable and I really love how the charecters are so realistic. there's also a lot of awesome robot fighting ofc. there's a lot of christian imagery but that's literally just because it looks cool and foreign to a japanese audience lol.
oh interesting, i like that focus on the characters stuff. my favorite godzilla thing has a lot of focus on the characters too, it was what got me into it and started my godzilla interest. people fighting giant monsters also kinda reminds me of ultraman, which i also really like. maybe i will try and look up neon genesis evangelion and watch it.
 
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CrossroadsOfDestiny

If I were to be born again, I would watch a sunset
Aug 18, 2026
10
Too many good choices come to my head, but if I had to choose, I think my pick would be "Fix you" by Coldplay. I can only imagine the relief I would feel when, as the song says, lights would guide me home
 
ardea

ardea

she/her | is there cheese in the great beyond?
May 17, 2026
54
oh interesting, i like that focus on the characters stuff. my favorite godzilla thing has a lot of focus on the characters too, it was what got me into it and started my godzilla interest. people fighting giant monsters also kinda reminds me of ultraman, which i also really like. maybe i will try and look up neon genesis evangelion and watch it.
yayyy :D
godzilla seems cool too; I've always thought the symbolism for the dangers of nuclear weapons is neat. I think I'll watch shin godzilla sometime.
 
GodzillasBiggestFan

GodzillasBiggestFan

Godzilla's Lonely Bestie
Jan 12, 2026
440
yayyy :D
godzilla seems cool too; I've always thought the symbolism for the dangers of nuclear weapons is neat. I think I'll watch shin godzilla sometime.
godzilla movies are cool, they're all kinda like seperate from each other mostly too, kinda like aus of each other so its cool to see all the different designs and stuff too and different people's takes on godzilla. i like the designing in shin godzilla a lot. there's something really cool to me about seeing all different versions of the same character. i also like stuff like spider verse for the same reason. my favorite godzilla is an unofficial one, and i like a lot the idea that all the godzillas are seperate and all existing at the same time just different worlds. i havent seen all the godzilla movies yet because mostly i kinda focus on the unofficial godzilla thats my favorite, but i like watching the movies a lot when i can. i really want to see some of the older ones more, becauase i really like the designs in those.
 
ardea

ardea

she/her | is there cheese in the great beyond?
May 17, 2026
54
godzilla movies are cool, they're all kinda like seperate from each other mostly too, kinda like aus of each other so its cool to see all the different designs and stuff too and different people's takes on godzilla. i like the designing in shin godzilla a lot. there's something really cool to me about seeing all different versions of the same character. i also like stuff like spider verse for the same reason. my favorite godzilla is an unofficial one, and i like a lot the idea that all the godzillas are seperate and all existing at the same time just different worlds. i havent seen all the godzilla movies yet because mostly i kinda focus on the unofficial godzilla thats my favorite, but i like watching the movies a lot when i can. i really want to see some of the older ones more, becauase i really like the designs in those.
things with multiple versions are cool. evangelion actually has a movie that comes after it (the end of evangelion) that replaces the last two episodes and acts as an alternate ending. I've been planning to get into fate/stay night, which has a tonnn of alternate timelines (although I've only seen unlimited bladeworks so far). I've never been big on marvel but all of the petra fanart and the spiderman magic set make me wanna get caught up lol.
 

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