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tomatopotato475

tomatopotato475

I will be squashed one of these days
Jan 20, 2026
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What would be your preferred song?
 
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lastappleonearth

lastappleonearth

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Jun 11, 2026
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If I ever do anything, then it'd be fly me to the moon (Sinatra version), it's just such a great song
 
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GodzillasBiggestFan

GodzillasBiggestFan

Godzilla's Lonely Bestie
Jan 12, 2026
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there are multiple i have considered, i really don't know what it will be

tomcat disposables by will wood, lifeboat from heathers, or maybe wuthering heights by kate bush
 
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lifesnotfair

lifesnotfair

Dealt a bad hand
May 9, 2026
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Haven't settled on one but I'm thinking Thats Life - Frank Sinatra
 
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imsoblue

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Jul 28, 2026
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Maybe Golden Hour by Kacey Musgraves

bittersweet but i want to be euphoric at my last moments even just briefly
 
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ardea

ardea

she/her | is there cheese in the great beyond?
May 17, 2026
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violet.4321

violet.4321

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Jun 8, 2026
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What would be your preferred song?
I guess it would be Je te laisserai des mots from Patrick Watson. It's the song I've played the most during my lowest moments. It's such a calm song and almost nostalgic. It's only logical to me I end my life by completing the circle of when I started listening to it, during my depression and when it finally ends.
 
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hdead

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Jun 2, 2026
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Oh that's quite a hard question, but I think I'll settle on something Hendrix

Bold as love, Little Wing or maybe Red House...
 
NitrogenNightmare

NitrogenNightmare

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May 30, 2026
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I have a half hour playlist, but the song I want to lose consciousness to is "No Roads Left" or "Shadow of the Day" by Linkin Park, depending on my mood.
 
GodzillasBiggestFan

GodzillasBiggestFan

Godzilla's Lonely Bestie
Jan 12, 2026
440
tomcat disposables is a great pick!! will wood is my favorite artist :D
i love will wood, i think he may be my favorite artist as well, or at least one of the most top. and you have the cheese in the great beyond thing too! what's your favorite will wood song?
Omg mine too !!!! At first i thought about no surprises by Radiohead but this one takes the cake! 🍰
kate bush is the best, i love her music. and that song is perfect.
 
ardea

ardea

she/her | is there cheese in the great beyond?
May 17, 2026
54
what's your favorite will wood song?
it's hard to say, but maybe blackboxwarrior-okultra? I've probably spent a good percentage of my life with it running through my head. I love everything from the normal album, "in case I make it,", and all of the tapeworms songs. I/me/myself is the song that got me into his music and it's about being trans, so it's particularly special to me. what's yours?
 
GodzillasBiggestFan

GodzillasBiggestFan

Godzilla's Lonely Bestie
Jan 12, 2026
440
it's hard to say, but maybe blackboxwarrior-okultra? I've probably spent a good percentage of my life with it running through my head. I love everything from the normal album, "in case I make it,", and all of the tapeworms songs. I/me/myself is the song that got me into his music and it's about being trans, so it's particularly special to me. what's yours?
blackboxwarrior-okultra is a great one. awhile ago i found a bunch of 'what will wood song are you' quizzes and almost all of them said that i'm that song (which is not the one i thought i would be but it is a great song). album wise i agree with you, i think in case i make it is number one album, normal album is number two for me. i also love i/me/myself, it was also the song that got me into his stuff (technically the first of his i heard was cicada days but i never listened to any others until my friend showed me i/me/myself). im also trans so its special to me for that same reason. for just one song thats my most favorite i dont know. since ive really become more suicidal this past six months i really started to like tomcat disposables more. also falling up, white noise, and sex, drugs, rock n roll.
 
ardea

ardea

she/her | is there cheese in the great beyond?
May 17, 2026
54
blackboxwarrior-okultra is a great one. awhile ago i found a bunch of 'what will wood song are you' quizzes and almost all of them said that i'm that song (which is not the one i thought i would be but it is a great song). album wise i agree with you, i think in case i make it is number one album, normal album is number two for me. i also love i/me/myself, it was also the song that got me into his stuff (technically the first of his i heard was cicada days but i never listened to any others until my friend showed me i/me/myself). im also trans so its special to me for that same reason. for just one song thats my most favorite i dont know. since ive really become more suicidal this past six months i really started to like tomcat disposables more. also falling up, white noise, and sex, drugs, rock n roll.
tomcat is great! I generally like energetic songs, but "in case I make it," is an exception. euthanasia's actually the reason I researched euthanasia and realized it's an option for humans years ago. I remember it drove me to write a speech arguing for assisted suicide for an english project. I think someday I'll get "is now really a good time for a new tattoo?" tattooed with a little sparrow and dandelion.
 
dust-in-the-wind

dust-in-the-wind

Animal Lover
Aug 24, 2024
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So many good songs to choose from but my #1 pick while actually doing the deed is the 70's classic "Don't Fear the Reaper" by Blue Oyster Cult.
 
Not_a_fan_of_life

Not_a_fan_of_life

Member
Aug 9, 2026
11
Pixies - Where's my mind
 
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ctb_warrior

ctb_warrior

I wish to CTB asap
Feb 11, 2024
866
Linkin park - In the end
I got so far in the end, it doesn't even matters......
 
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