honeydippin
waifu4laifu
- Jul 28, 2026
- 8
I dont know why I was given a chance of life if I wasnt even gonna take advantage of that
I feel like since yesterday I relapsed locking myself in my room
all I feel is dread and guilt
I keep thinking reasons why I should live but since I kinda ran out of reasons ill think I'll actually go with my plan this following new years
some time to think things over, then immediately doing so .. maybe regretting it
im not gonna talk tk my peers abt this I might isolate from them and close every chance of vulnerability being shown so they wont see it at all, I dont know how ill convince my boyfriend by the end of the year , he wants to but is he as serious I am. if not I couldnt do that to him and might close off the plan all together
I looked thru methods and im confused what to rlly do thats quick, idc if its painful or painless I just want it quick
I feel like since yesterday I relapsed locking myself in my room
all I feel is dread and guilt
I keep thinking reasons why I should live but since I kinda ran out of reasons ill think I'll actually go with my plan this following new years
some time to think things over, then immediately doing so .. maybe regretting it
im not gonna talk tk my peers abt this I might isolate from them and close every chance of vulnerability being shown so they wont see it at all, I dont know how ill convince my boyfriend by the end of the year , he wants to but is he as serious I am. if not I couldnt do that to him and might close off the plan all together
I looked thru methods and im confused what to rlly do thats quick, idc if its painful or painless I just want it quick
