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Bagger

Bagger

Stressful
Jun 18, 2019
331
Those who knows are not among us anymore bro
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,670
Both options kill you, does it really matter which is the most unpleasant. Even if you experience some pain it will be short lived and it will be worth it, if it means you lose consciousness and exit this world.
 
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PapaSuicide

PapaSuicide

Student
Oct 27, 2020
117
I don't think there is anyone who has tried both! :pfff:
 
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LansJ70

Student
May 3, 2021
193
Heart attack - terrifying, painful very sudden and unexpected and probably in people who don't want to go.

SN if you're out fast you know nothing.
 
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Symbiote

Illuminated
Oct 12, 2020
3,099
Heart attack is more painful and you can still be conscious during a heart attack. I think what you meant was a stroke. Strokes come out of nowhere sometimes and you drop dead or experience dizzyness and shortness of breath.
 
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WornOutLife

WornOutLife

マット
Mar 22, 2020
7,183
Ummm this is just a guess but maybe a heart-attack is worse than SN.

I saw a person ctb by SN and from that moment on, I decided I wanna ctb with that method.
 
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Meditation guide

Meditation guide

Always was, is, and always shall be.
Jun 22, 2020
6,082
I saw a poor woman on a plane have a heart attack. She suffered a lot. And we were in the air so nothing could be done for her. Her face turned several different colors and she was in so much pain. So I would guess heart attack is worse.
 
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Joplin

Member
May 2, 2021
56
My dad had what they call a massive heart attack. He survived and told me that it felt absolutely awful and was terrifying. His words "felt like a gunshot from the back". Totally traumatized.

neither are going to be pretty but SN is more peaceful.
 
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BlankUser

Mage
Apr 24, 2021
501
I had a heart attack once. It was horrible and scary. I think it's way worse than SN
 
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DetachedDreamer97

Enlightened
Mar 17, 2018
1,402
If you're talking about heart attack being myocardial infarction, then heart attack is more painful.

If you're talking about cardiac arrest, then SN is less pleasant.

My method involves inducing cardiac arrest, and based on what I've read, it's relatively painless as if your heart just simply stops, you lose consciousness.

That said, if one does experience the painful kind of heart attack, pepto bismol helps. Doesn't stop the heart attack, it simply masks the pain of one.
 
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LansJ70

Student
May 3, 2021
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If you're talking about heart attack being myocardial infarction, then heart attack is more painful.

If you're talking about cardiac arrest, then SN is less pleasant.

My method involves inducing cardiac arrest, and based on what I've read, it's relatively painless as if your heart just simply stops, you lose consciousness.

That said, if one does experience the painful kind of heart attack, pepto bismol helps. Doesn't stop the heart attack, it simply masks the pain of one.
How can you induce cardiac arrest?
 
DetachedDreamer97

DetachedDreamer97

Enlightened
Mar 17, 2018
1,402
How can you induce cardiac arrest?
A cardiac depressant; whether it'd be a calcium and sodium channel blocker, beta blocker, or cardiac glycosides.

Some are only pharmaceutically sourced, and some are naturally occurring in plants.
 
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Mm80

Enlightened
May 15, 2019
1,603
A cardiac depressant; whether it'd be a calcium and sodium channel blocker, beta blocker, or cardiac glycosides.

Some are only pharmaceutically sourced, and some are naturally occurring in plants.
Would that be achieved by an amitriptyline od?
 
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Zinz

Wizard
Apr 28, 2021
638
I'd say a heart attack. Because it's sudden and you're unprepared for it.
SN is different because you take it while in the mindset of catching the bus. So you've tamed your SI for the most part.
Where as when you're having a heart attack I imagine instant regret and unmended ties come to mind of what you should've done and wanted to remove for people who find you.
 
DeadButDreaming

DeadButDreaming

Specialist
Jun 16, 2020
362
People say having a heart attack feels like having an elephant sitting on your chest.
 
Jumper Geo

Jumper Geo

Life's a bitch and then you die.
Feb 23, 2020
2,910
No experience but not all heart attacks are fatal and if your home alone could prolong the pain, whereas SN seems to render you unconscious within 30 minutes.

Cheers

Geo
 
ClownMe

ClownMe

Don't Cry for Me, I'm Already Dead
Apr 7, 2021
20,560
heart attack seems insanely painful. My grandpa had one a few years back.
 
DetachedDreamer97

DetachedDreamer97

Enlightened
Mar 17, 2018
1,402
If your referring the amitriptyline cocktail I know quite a bit about the method.not many first hand accounts on here though
I am. And yeah, I have some difficulty in that too. Which is why I've never been too certain. I have heard about someone vomiting all over the place before finally dying.
 
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