What would be your last...

[seeking2learn]

What would be your last meal, last song you would listen to, last person you would talk to before you CTB.

 

[PinkSakura]

Hmm don't know, maybe I'll eat chicken last

 

[ClownMe]

I'm not sure about my last meal anymore,I doubt I will feel hungry before I attempt suicide, i'll be too nervous.

For last song I would go either, I have nothing by Whitney Houston or streets of your town by the go-betweens.

Last person I talk to, not sure. Probably some people on here.

 

[Alwaysbadtime]

No meal. No song. Talk to someone I hate.

 

[Cant go back]

While I have a method already, the act itself will be spontaneous.

Last meal: none. I barely eat anymore and wouldn't have planned it out to say I want this before I die.
Last song: If I bring my phone I have a playlist but I might choose phoebe bridgers - I know the end (snl version) or cat power - the greatest as the last song.
Last person to talk to: My spouse, due to the argument we just had that would trigger my desire to ctb right then.

Fucked up right?

 

[sadpinky]

It's kinda hard to answer this when everything feels like it's my last, I think back to the last week I spent with my partner before they CTB and I can only wish that this isn't what they were feeling

 

[RedEther]

I try not to make a big thing of it. Itll be to obvious to everyone, and I might become to emotinal to keep going. One thing I def want to do is erase all my tracts to be sure none finds this sight, where I got the pills or my plans.

 

[seeking2learn]

I'm not sure about my last meal anymore,I doubt I will feel hungry before I attempt suicide, i'll be too nervous.

For last song I would go either, I have nothing by Whitney Houston or streets of your town by the go-betweens.

Last person I talk to, not sure. Probably some people on here.

Both great songs.

 

[A_miStake_of_NATURE]

I think I'm gonna try to make it casual: eat whatever I have in fridge, turn on some stupid reality tv and just try to distract myself from the scary thoughts.

 

[Walkingcorpse123]

Some meat, no music just silence, No talking. I will try to not get too emotional will probably numb myself with antipsychotic drug called Olazapin it will function as AE also when I drink SN.

 

[LivideLamb]

No meal. I don't enjoy eating anymore, and I don't know why but I believe that not eating before ctb could make it a little cleaner (maybe I'm wrong ?)...
As the last song, I'll either listen to a playlist I've made and carefully picked, or to a vinyl of classical music. Maybe Liszt, Tchaikovsky, or Rachmaninov.
Since I don't have friends nor significant other, I think I'll just talk to no one. Maybe people online but that's it.

 

[BeansOfRequirement]

Gotta fast, innit? Won't bring a phone so no music. Talk myself into doing it

 

[seeking2learn]

No meal. I don't enjoy eating anymore, and I don't know why but I believe that not eating before ctb could make it a little cleaner (maybe I'm wrong ?)...
As the last song, I'll either listen to a playlist I've made and carefully picked, or to a vinyl of classical music. Maybe Liszt, Tchaikovsky, or Rachmaninov.
Since I don't have friends nor significant other, I think I'll just talk to no one. Maybe people online but that's it.

Good choice of music.

 

[FuneralCry]

I would like to ctb far away from any people, somewhere isolated. In an ideal world, there would be no words said close to when I die. There is nothing that I want to hear.
I doubt I would feel like eating honestly. Eating is a chore these days.
My last song would be Funeral Cry by Dark Sanctuary. That is the song that comforts me and I can relate to it.

 

[Braindead Atheist]

Last song would depend on my mood.i made a death play list. My last meal would probably be ice cream, cherry pie or doughnuts. Maybe something salty too.last person I talk to would be my favorite teacher, Mrs.Brun.