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bpdscared9

bpdscared9

scared kitty
Apr 21, 2026
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Are you doing VSED? Otherwise do you just not really like food much? I know some people can kind of just take or leave it.
I don't mind about eating food, I've been starving myself for days now but most likely before attempting, I'm not gonna eat at all. Gotta stay skinny, imagine the rope ripping.
 
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NotSoEnchanted

NotSoEnchanted

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Dec 26, 2025
177
As my desire to CTB grows, I've been having a hard time enjoying food and feeding myself. The only last 'food' thing I look forward to is booze honestly. However I did go to the city today and buy my dog a special meal to give him the night before I CTB. I don't care about my last meal, but I care about the last meal I give my dog.

Edit: I also bought my dog a giant steak and bag of shrimp today. This month I'll celebrate his birthday for the last time, so I want to make it extra special. I'm going to make him a pumpkin cake topped with berry yogurt frosting and fresh berries, alongside the steak and shrimp.
 
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pechaberry

pechaberry

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Apr 29, 2026
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As my desire to CTB grows, I've been having a hard time enjoying food and feeding myself. The only last 'food' thing I look forward to is booze honestly. However I did go to the city today and buy my dog a special meal to give him the night before I CTB. I don't care about my last meal, but I care about the last meal I give my dog.

Edit: I also bought my dog a giant steak and bag of shrimp today. This month I'll celebrate his birthday for the last time, so I want to make it extra special. I'm going to make him a pumpkin cake topped with berry yogurt frosting and fresh berries, alongside the steak and shrimp.
Aww he's going to be so excited! What's going to happen to your dog after you pass? Do you have things lined up for him? If he's going to end up in a shelter I can try and help you find a home for him!!
 
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knowledgeseeking

knowledgeseeking

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Apr 5, 2025
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Seafood. I plan to ship in some king crab legs and scallops.
 
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pechaberry

pechaberry

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Apr 29, 2026
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Seafood. I plan to ship in some king crab legs and scallops.
Bruh. Stop. That will be so good. Scallops are a must for my last meal. Are you going to do a boil or just the normal cooking way?
 
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HappyPotato69

HappyPotato69

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May 3, 2026
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Instant noodles probably since it's kind of a luxury food for me, I don't get why ppl act like its a struggle meal when its genuinely so delectable.
 
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HarleyQuinn

HarleyQuinn

forever young
Feb 28, 2026
40
i think my last meal would be a hamburger with french fries and ice cream for dessert.
 
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tomame

tomame

forlorn 💔
Dec 28, 2025
151
my last meal would be a pepperoni pizza with extra cheese and a chocolate shake ^_^
 
knowledgeseeking

knowledgeseeking

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Apr 5, 2025
301
Bruh. Stop. That will be so good. Scallops are a must for my last meal. Are you going to do a boil or just the normal cooking way?
I plan on making garlic pepper drawn butter and making the scallops and crab legs on the grill. Should be delicious.

If you haven't had scallops, I highly recommend. Just be sure to watch a couple videos on how to prepare because they can be a little temperamental to cook.
 

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