What will your last thought be?

[LifeSucks39]

What will your last thought be before you ctb?

 

[Deleted member 18655]

Either "uh oh," "HELP!" or "Here we go..."

 

[Linda]

What will your last thought be before you ctb?

It might be "I hope that wolf over there has already had lunch.". I will be in a remote, cold forest fading away from hypothermia.

 

[Brick In The Wall]

I wish it were something romantic or profound but it'll probably be something like "fuck."

 

[Deleted member 14386]

Thank fuck it finally w-w-woorcckked. 5.........out.............of...............5

 

[Soulless Angel]

I have no idea, tbh I hope my mind will be blank with nothing but pure solitude

 

[Worndown]

With luck "done" as my feet do not touch the floor.

 

[falloutcarter13]

Wordless relief

 

[Stavrogin]

I want... I want... I want...

 

[Red87]

My love I'm coming or I love u all I'm sorry

 

[KUA]

I would be soaking in my last few moments of existence before eternal oblivion

 

[CarbonMonoxide]

Something ecstatic in my native language.

 

[casctb]

Probably would be "finally" or I'll be with the stars now" or something else of that nature.

 

[WornOutLife]

I'll tell you my personal experience when I tried partial hanging last year (and failed, obviously.)

So, my mind was kinda blank. I wasn't thinking of anything, just preparing the rope, deciding my position and angle, leaving notes behind and all personal data such as credit cards, passwords, etc in order for my family to do whatever they wanted with that.
However, when I was finally being hanged and losing my oxygen, one of the most well-known clichés happened to me: my life started flashing before my eyes. I saw myself as a kid, saw my first girlfriends, my dogs, remembered the good times I had with my family and my non-friends anymore.. it was amazing and just in seconds. I was crying (both for the pain and this visions I think) and then I couldn't take it anymore and stopped.

Also, I felt some big darkness was coming, everything was getting really quiet, so, I think there will be nothing out there. So mysterious!

 

[Aeathelina]

A endless stream of Oh my God and Holy Shot I'm dying.

 

[TimeToBiteTheDust]

"Hope nobody saves me"

 

[AnniesHideaway]

Based on reading scores of goodbye threads on this site ... my last thought is very likely to be "it tasted very salty, almost like drinking seawater".

 

[Klee]

Thank god it's over.

 

[LookingOverTheEdge]

I think for me, I would rather than last words, imagine the faces of people who have truly made a difference in my life.

A funny story though. I think we all hope our last words might be something wise and profound. I almost died in a motorbike accident many years back, I remember feeling as if time was slowing down as what I believed was my end sped towards me rapidly. I opened my mouth for possibly the last time, and spoke the words...
'Fuck me those tires are big'
Truly deep.

 

[Sinai Silence]

I'm one with the stars now.

 

[Meditation guide]

I'm not even religious but I will probably be praying. I will be scared.

 

[Toptock]

This is something I've been considering.

Honestly i think I'd thank the universe for letting me succeed.

 

[SodaBaconWeed]

I'll tell you my personal experience when I tried partial hanging last year (and failed, obviously.)

So, my mind was kinda blank. I wasn't thinking of anything, just preparing the rope, deciding my position and angle, leaving notes behind and all personal data such as credit cards, passwords, etc in order for my family to do whatever they wanted with that.
However, when I was finally being hanged and losing my oxygen, one of the most well-known clichés happened to me: my life started flashing before my eyes. I saw myself as a kid, saw my first girlfriends, my dogs, remembered the good times I had with my family and my non-friends anymore.. it was amazing and just in seconds. I was crying (both for the pain and this visions I think) and then I couldn't take it anymore and stopped.

Also, I felt some big darkness was coming, everything was getting really quiet, so, I think there will be nothing out there. So mysterious!

so you didn't pass out? We're you losing consciousness and at the last moment bailed out?

your description of big darkness is coming is exactly how I'd put it.

may I ask if partial hanging is still what your going to attempt?

 

[NoWords]

I'm sorry mom.
I'm sorry dad.
Brother I hope you'll understand and forgive me

 

[Squiddy]

"Finally free at last. I love you *insert family and friends names* "

 

[timeisnigh]

geen ruimte voor autisme

 

[SodaBaconWeed]

I love you with all my heart mom

 

[Unlucked]

"There is probably nothing after this"

 

[Lorntroubles]

_____ & ______, I'm coming for you!!!!

 

[Nymph]

Ugh finally...