what will be the last things you will do before ctb?

[Bot]

have you planed to have a cozy last week, month, or even longer where you just enjoy the last things before ctb?

i will definitely take some time and have some good music, food and maybe some other activities like watching my favorite movies and so on.

have you planed to do these last things too, and if so, how long will it be and what would you do?

 

[Ch92921]

Crying

 

[puppet_nihilist]

Never gave it much thought. Food sounds good, but I think I will let the day go on as if it's a normal day, then at night when sleep time comes I'll end this miserable joke.

 

[Sadness20]

Since I'll probably CTB out of impulse, I won't have much time to celebrate, it will just happen fast. So fast that I won't be able to regret anything

 

[haibiantou]

i think i would like to prepare - like pick a nice final meal and plan to wear a suitable outfit, but i don't think i'd go as far as celebrating it

 

[FuneralCry]

I think for me the idea of 'celebrating' ctb does not make sense. If I had a list of things that I enjoyed and could also physically do, then maybe I would not want to die so badly. My last days will be making sure the method does not fail. That is my worst fear. Of course none of us should have to resort to methods that can fail in the first place, but the society takes away the option of euthanasia and tries to force us to live. I am looking forward to being free of this horrible world.

 

[HeckingHecked]

I mean, I plan to hang out with my friend for a day. After that, we'll see. I don't have a set date, but I know it's before 2022.