Lost Magic
Illuminated
- May 5, 2020
- 3,245
I don't like mornings or afternoons. I only feel more at ease after 8pm. It is nice to just settle down and call it a day. What about you?
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Fadeawaaaay
Visionary
- Nov 12, 2021
- 2,156
avoid_slow_death
Ready to embrace the peaceful bliss of the void.
- Feb 4, 2020
- 1,356
When I am asleep. Any waking moment for me is simply different levels of fighting the urge to give up and go be homeless and slowly starve or just leave, get my supplies, go to my predetermined location and finally leave this world without saying a word.Same here. In my bed about to fall asleep. I feel bad for anyone who can't sleep and escape this life even for just a bit. I'm grateful to have meds that put me to sleep in minutes. Right now I'm the middle of the day I'm in hell, pure hell.
Life_and_Death
Do what's best for you 🕯️ I'm............
- Jul 1, 2020
- 7,028
the time of day doesnt matter to me. but i feel at ease with my SO and my cats help sometimes too if im not feeling too bad, then ill push them away.
a_lesser_moon
Member
- Aug 31, 2022
- 18
FuneralCry
Just wanting some peace
- Sep 24, 2020
- 48,571
Never really. I do prefer the night time to the day and I always have done, but I never really feel relaxed and there is no real relief from suffering. I would only feel at ease if I knew that I was soon going to be dying in my sleep.Never due to my medical condition. If it would get better then maybe I could have some time at ease.
Hangnail
Member
- Jul 14, 2022
- 85
When I talk to my boyfriend and watch movies with him at night. Funnily enough, my parents want me to break up with him. I'll CTB if he's not in my life. He's the only person who still finds my disfigured face acceptable.
Yes, I feel the same. Weird because I used to feel more positive in the morning when I was younger. Same as you, I'm struggling right through till late afternoons now. There's definitely a relief to know that sleep/ unconsciousness is on the horizon in the evening.
Blondie
Member
- Aug 12, 2022
- 79
theboy
Illuminated
- Jul 15, 2022
- 3,416
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