What is your perfect suicide?

[Pure]

The days leading up to it, the method, how your body is treated and possible funerals/memorials/obituaries?

 

[FuneralCry]

I want to take N in a forest and never be found. I want no funeral. I want to be forgotten. On the days leading up to it, I want to be glad that this is all coming to an end, that I can finally get the peace I am looking for. I should have never been born in the first place.

 

[spinningharmonica]

Take N with a nice view. Be it at a beach or overlooking mountains and waterfall. A funeral would be a waste of money.

 

[Myono93]

The few people left who care about me all die peacefully in their sleep freeing me up to do the deed. Then I go out into the woods and blow my brains out with a shotgun. I won't be found and will be eaten by animals.

 

[summers]

Mine would be to find someone who would just shoot me for around $5000 or less. They can keep whatever gun they want to use, even my 10mm glock :)

 

[Ch92921]

Fast, painless and nobody can save you

edit: clean deleted, imserted fast

 

[Shadowplay]

Suicide by N. drifting off with my playlist playing with someone hugging/holding me, platonically. I've lived in this cold world alone it would be a rare moment of mercy if I could go out with someone else.

 

[BeansOfRequirement]

Get AEs and antacid, rent a hotel room, fast before doing stat dose with SN. Not far from being realistic, lol.

 

[forgotten15]

I would like to take N, alone at my apartment. I just want everything to end as soon as possible. Too bad buying N is like impossible for me, so i'll just have to resort to other methods.

 

[BrokenHopes]

My perfect suicide would be if the people that care about me would either be dead or just have accepted my will to not live anymore. It destroys me to know I will destroy a couple of lives by leaving this way. It is the worst.
Then I would like to be at a peaceful place where I feel secure. Listen to music and just take the N and sleep in.

 

[exhausteduntreatable]

My perfect suicide would be if the people that care about me would either be dead or just have accepted my will to not live anymore. It destroys me to know I will destroy a couple of lives by leaving this way. It is the worst.
Then I would like to be at a peaceful place where I feel secure. Listen to music and just take the N and sleep in.

I agree. Unfortunately this is impossible. It's the main thing that bothers me. However my miserable existence brings them constant worry as well. So the next best thing would be medically assisted dying like they offer in the Netherlands.

 

[Fera18]

Well in my case it would be an overdose with some drug so you don't think of anything or anyone when I passed

 

[aBLEACHyindividual]

"By the sweat of your brow you will eat your food until you return to the ground, since from it you were taken; for dust you are and to dust you will return."

 

[mentalhealthfighter]

I want to get euthanasia or take SN / N

 

[Buried_Kid]

My perfect suicide would be if the people that care about me would either be dead or just have accepted my will to not live anymore. It destroys me to know I will destroy a couple of lives by leaving this way. It is the worst.
Then I would like to be at a peaceful place where I feel secure. Listen to music and just take the N and sleep in.

I agree. Unfortunately this is impossible. It's the main thing that bothers me. However my miserable existence brings them constant worry as well. So the next best thing would be medically assisted dying like they offer in the Netherlands.

I guess there's nothing else we can do about that. I have accepted that I'm an egocentric person who only cares for his own wellness, after thinking and trying for months to get far from my loved ones so they don't feel that much pain and grief when I die.

It's pretty hard to thinking that if you live, everyone including yourself are gona have a bad time. But if you you die, even though you are going to be free and be in peace, your family and loved ones are gonna suffer a lot more.

I don't know If I should just ignore the fact that some people need me or care about me and complete my suicide for once, or if I should procrastinate as I do with everything else until I feel like they don't care about me anymore.
I feel like completing my suicide is the last "work" I have to do, and after that I wouldn't worry about doing anything else.

Sorry if this got just a vent. I hate the need to talk about it.

 

[Ash]

Honestly, it would be declining treatment so I'd have a short but terminal illness with enough time to be able to talk openly about my death do I could get a good home for my dogs and say goodbye to the people I care about, and then say yes to all the painkillers and sedatives on offer and drift off into oblivion knowing that nobody's in for a shock when they find my body etc and there's no gossip or anything.

 

[TotallyIsolated]

At the press of a button I'm erased from history altogether. I was never born, so no one can miss me and I don't have to feel guilty.

 

[Sprite_Geist]

The days leading up to it, the method, how your body is treated and possible funerals/memorials/obituaries?

One were there is no funeral, memorial or obituary.

 

[ph7lactosemotel]

I've always wanted to ctb but not at my own hands - idk if I could trust myself 2 go thru w it all the way. I have a recurring fear/anti-fantasy of attempting to hang or shoot myself but getting last minute cold feet & my hand slips and I fuck it up & something goes horribly wrong & I end up still alive AND permanently disfigured in some way, being reminded of the shame of my failure every time I look in the mirror. Not 2 mention also having my family find out, witnessing their reactions, & then living w the weight of guilt for even attempting lol. But that's just the worst case scenario.

My perfect suicide? I end up murdered and dead in a ditch/floating in a river somewhere. I already want to die but don't want to commit suicide so that's basically the easy way out. It'd be so much easier on the ppl in my life too, esp family, if I just went without them ever having to know how I rlly felt. No one would have to know that I actually wanted it to happen. Blaming it on an unforeseen tragedy, being in the wrong place/wrong time, a college student w her entire life ahead of her - lol is it weird that I find myself fantasizing sometimes abt my name in tragic headlines plastered over the news?

 

[lifecouldbedream]

Inject a more than lethal amount of morphine with a plastic bag over my head for insurance. I'll have a call scheduled for 911 to my location an hour after I expect to be dead just so my family doesn't have to find me like that.

 

[Deleted member 10090]

A freak accident where I don't see it coming and I die instantly. Don't care what happens to me after I'm dead.

Besides that, being euthanized but that isn't an option currently.

 

[BobMorane]

hot shower + sex + cigarette and when she's gone, ingest poison as I listen to some Ghibli studio music .

 

[lifecouldbedream]

hot shower + sex + cigarette and when she's gone, ingest poison as I listen to some Ghibli studio music .

I may actually do the same. Music may be helpful in resisting my survival instincts. Drifting off as the violin strums... sounds nice.

 

[wanttodie]

me to Mine would be to find someone who would just shoot me

 

[Seiba]

Fasting for a bit beforehand, take the medication as needed and then SN/N in a day use hotel. Not very interesting, I'm aware. Not sure of anything I'd do beforehand.

 

[ChobaniFlipSmores]

So I'd really like to die on top of a mountain, but I have this concern that my body will be eaten by scavenger animals before the authorities arrive. I'm not sure how to resolve that issue.

 

[lifecouldbedream]

So I'd really like to die on top of a mountain, but I have this concern that my body will be eaten by scavenger animals before the authorities arrive. I'm not sure how to resolve that issue.

Wouldn't that be even better? Unless you want your body to be in tact for a funeral or something

 

[ChobaniFlipSmores]

Eh, I think in most suicides the police still make next of kin identity the body. I don't want a funeral at all, let alone an open casket. I'd still prefer to be in somewhat good shape though for the ID and want to be found for life insurance purposes.

 

[edu0z]

Walk inside the beach and just disappear. Drowning deep in the ocean, in peace but without feeling anything but the water on my skin.

Although of second option I had always weighed that it would not be bad to simply press a button and that everything ended forever.

 

[PrincessInWhite]

In my bed with headphones. I've been caught between hanging and exit bag and I am leaning towards exit. Only thing is my family having to find me, ugh. For this reason I may do it in my car. Sucks because I would have liked to have done it peacefully at home but oh well