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askmeifimatree

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Mar 20, 2025
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My parents are very religious. My mum's being crying for days now, but I can't really carry on like this either.

Anyway to make it not look like a suicide?

I was thinking of putting the sn in small capsule I will then swallow them with water. So no physical trace left beside a bottle of water.

How to make my body not look like it was caused by sn?
 
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EmptyBottle

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SN can tint the skin a bit blue, and ofc, blood tests will show abnormal consistency... so it's not really a hidable method.
 
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you're gonna be blue and most people don't turn blue naturally
 
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DeathSweetDeath

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People keep asking this 😂 and the answer is always the same, no.
 
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adamantc

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Mar 29, 2026
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My parents are very religious. My mum's being crying for days now, but I can't really carry on like this either.

Anyway to make it not look like a suicide?

I was thinking of putting the sn in small capsule I will then swallow them with water. So no physical trace left beside a bottle of water.

How to make my body not look like it was caused by sn?
The only widely used method that is completely undiscoverable by autopsy is nitrogen hypoxia.
 
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There's also ODs on some street drugs (if the OD isn't too high, some product remains, etc, then there's a chance it can be classified as accidental if this site wasn't in DNS logs), but that's hit or miss whether one survives, and addiction can feel *horrible*.

And even if it's fatal, street drug use looks negligent in the eyes of many people who don't use.
 

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