What is your "dream" suicide?

[hypnoticpoisoned]

If you could die any way at all in any conditions you like, how would you do it & what would you want? As idealized & romantic & brutal as you want.

For me, I am going to kill myself sometime around May 21st. My birthday is the 16th & I will have taken my very first trip outside of Ohio to go to the Met. I wake up very very early in the morning, have some tencha with honey, then walk for many miles through a trail that goes by my town to this lake. And I sit down & finish one last book, & am done. I become fatigued & heavy, & I can't even lift my head, so I loll & go. I have flipped back & forth on playing music. I would play Strawberry Fields Forever. It's the first somg I ever listened to. Maybe it can play on the way there& then I can just listen to the wind & birdsong when I die. How quaint is that?

 

[LonelyPrince]

If you could die any way at all in any conditions you like, how would you do it & what would you want? As idealized & romantic & brutal as you want.

Honestly, I've always had this specific immagery: me collapsing in a flower field as my vision grows dark and life drains out of me, probably from a lethal drug or something.
Netheless to say, my dream suicide is peaceful....and therefore impossible lol.

 

[IdentityDoe]

I would want to have a vivid dream of going to space, seeing different planets and stars, then jumping from the spaceship before suffocating from the oxygenless void. I've always wanted to go to space but few people ever get that opportunity...

 

[accountnamerequired]

I want a sarco pod suide pod/ painless and no risk of failing. Basically inert gas method but guaranteed to work and professional looking af

 

[woofwag]

I get access to N. And she's there, her gorgeous white hair spilling down her shoulders and swaddling my head. She pets my face and my cheeks, tells me, "my sweet perfect boy. I love you. I love you. I love you." I play with the beads on her bracelet that I've made her, because I can't stop giving these things to the people I love; I can't ever stop because I need to see someone else's face light up that way people's faces do when I give them things, the way I never can replicate. And I know she's crying, but it's out of love, not sadness, because she knows just as I do that I'm finally finding the peace I've always wanted. I just lay in her lap and fall asleep like that. Peaceful. Quick. In the warmth of her arms. A person who doesn't exist. And a person who, if she did, would likely never be able to see me die that way. I wag the tail I wish I had at the thought of it happening.

 

[author]

I have this romanticized idea in my head of a lover consensually killing me, maybe via poison of some kind, and cradling my head in their lap as I die. They make me look beautiful and serene, and then take care of my bones for the rest of their life. However I know it wouldn't be so painless or pretty in real life, so it's not really a genuine desire. I think I just want to go knowing that I'm loved and will be cared for in death. To end by the hand of someone who loves you enough to make it gentle, painless, and loving... I like the idea of it, at least.

 

[Deepdense]

The ideal manner for me is to die slowly in a funny way.

 

[fireproofvodka]

This is incredibly unrealistic on multiple levels and 100000% cringe, but maybe just going down one last trip down memory lane for a weekend or so with a loved one. Do our favourite things, in the best weather (AKA ideally chilly and muggy or foggy), go to stores I know we can't afford, admire natural sights, and wrap it up with a day just for us. Maybe watching our favourite movies together, drawing, listening to music, talking, or just enjoying each other's presence. I'd wanna also spend some time with both them and my parents. And finally, while listening to a CD we burned and cuddling, I'd wanna just fall asleep and never wake back up. Maybe it's hedonistic and unrealistic to want to spend that much time trying to cram life's pleasures into a few days with a person that would never agree to any of this, let alone holding me while I die of The Cause TM, but someone can dream. It'd be nice to go so happily and peacefully.

Realistically though? I'd probably try and fail to OD on shitty OTC drugs or fail at hanging with a curtain. Those are the methods I've come very close to using, anyway. Not very creative nor do I have the means to be able to ensure my CTB would go smoothly or even work in the first place lol. So, drawn out, painful liver failure via OTC meds it is I guess. LMAO.

 

[violetforever]

partner suicide with the person i love. i'm too selfish i don't want them to be alive without me and be with someone else. i wouldn't want them to have a painful death though. in a dream suicide i'd want there to be some type of substance we could take to just die peacefully in our sleep laying together and holding each other

 

[maplebar]

I'd go out to a river, there is a big one nearby me. I'd want to just lay face flat and let myself drown. Drowning doesn't sound very nice but it is the scenery that makes me want it to be my final sight before I go. I really like nature, so I'd like to be around it then.

 

[ScaredCutter]

medieval ways or much much older ones. idknwhich specific one though.

 

[Reznor09]

If you could die any way at all in any conditions you like, how would you do it & what would you want? As idealized & romantic & brutal as you want.

For me, I am going to kill myself sometime around May 21st. My birthday is the 16th & I will have taken my very first trip outside of Ohio to go to the Met. I wake up very very early in the morning, have some tencha with honey, then walk for many miles through a trail that goes by my town to this lake. And I sit down & finish one last book, & am done. I become fatigued & heavy, & I can't even lift my head, so I loll & go. I have flipped back & forth on playing music. I would play Strawberry Fields Forever. It's the first somg I ever listened to. Maybe it can play on the way there& then I can just listen to the wind & birdsong when I die. How quaint is that?

I always wanted to turn on some music I liked. Blast it loud and either slit my throat so I can bleed out to the song or use it to cover the sound when I shoot myself. I wanted it to be messy and bloody. That's just my stupid fantasy I guess.