What if you don’t really wanna die but only option

[Bruces]

??

 

[maru.]

??

Well, why do you believe that it's the only option? What's going on in your life right now, lad?

 

[Soul]

I second @maru's questions. If you have access to the internet it seems you're probably living in a society that's complex enough to pick you up if you fall down. It may not be lovely help, but it'll be.

 

[Simba]

Well, why do you believe that it's the only option? What's going on in your life right now, lad?

Sorry i just have to say this.. you're Irish am i right ?
And to the OP ,if there was another option I'd gladly take it but i think there's gonna be much of an options :/

 

[maru.]

Sorry i just have to say this.. you're Irish am i right ?

Brazilian actually, i just like saying "lad" a lot for some reason haha
I've learned the basics of english mostly in school, but i've also learned lots from watching youtube, so i got used to watching english videos from different english speaking countries just fine, and words like "lad", "mate", etc are a permanent part of my vocabulary now.

 

[who doesn't matter]

Brazilian actually, i just like saying "lad" a lot for some reason haha
I've learned the basics of english mostly in school, but i've also learned lots from watching youtube, so i got used to watching english videos from different english speaking countries just fine, and words like "lad", "mate", etc are a permanent part of my vocabulary now.

I knew I wasn't the only one who got acquainted to Papa English through Youtube and stuff.

 

[Bruces]

Complete and utter failure at life

 

[Mr2005]

Complete and utter failure at life

Yeah me too. I don't really want to die either but I've failed miserably

 

[Simba]

Brazilian actually, i just like saying "lad" a lot for some reason haha
I've learned the basics of english mostly in school, but i've also learned lots from watching youtube, so i got used to watching english videos from different english speaking countries just fine, and words like "lad", "mate", etc are a permanent part of my vocabulary now.

Awwwe im actually half Irish to be honest

 

[maru.]

Complete and utter failure at life

Yeah me too. I don't really want to die either but I've failed miserably

I'm gonna ask the same question for both of you, you don't need to answer if you don't feel comfortable with it, but why exactly do you guys consider yourselves, or your lives, to be failures?
I'm in the same boat tbh, i'd rather not die, i hate pretty much everything by now, but would like to stay for the sake of the people i like, but when i drop out of college i know i'm done, it'll be a matter of time.
Just curious about what brought you guys to this stage too, like i've said, no need to answer if it's uncomfortable.

 

[Soul]

@Bruces, what will happen if you don't kill yourself? If you can relate what you foresee step by step please ... I care x

 

[Mr2005]

I'm gonna ask the same question for both of you, you don't need to answer if you don't feel comfortable with it, but why exactly do you guys consider yourselves, or your lives, to be failures?
I'm in the same boat tbh, i'd rather not die, i hate pretty much everything by now, but would like to stay for the sake of the people i like, but when i drop out of college i know i'm done, it'll be a matter of time.
Just curious about what brought you guys to this stage too, like i've said, no need to answer if it's uncomfortable.

Dropping out of college funnily enough. That was 2003, half my life ago.

 

[SSlostallhope]

Same as me. I don't really want to die, but I'm out of options. I have tried numerous anti depressants for years, therapy , exercising daily , following a vegan diet. Living is so painful for me

 

[Bruces]

I'm no longer able to see hope

 

[maru.]

I'm no longer able to see hope

We understand it, and i'm very sorry you feel like this, but like, what were the events that caused this exactly? You know, like, the circumstances and stuff?

 

[Deleted member 17949]

I don't wanna die really but I cam't cope with life, and that's only going to get worse as I get older

 

[Kain10th]

Failure and me go hand in hand