What do I do if my life is broken beyond repair?

[fisbp]

Do I just accept my fate and plan on leaving this world?

 

[ineedtoctb]

I'm in the same boat. Im having trouble accepting the inevitable.

 

[FogFilledLife]

You keep trying and keep failing until it catches up to you.

 

[wellherewego]

I feel this way too. So i'm hoping to get some sn in case I just can't take it anymore

 

[virgilwalks]

Do I just accept my fate and plan on leaving this world?

how do you feel it's beyond repair. are there particular issues or specific concerns.

 

[fisbp]

how do you feel it's beyond repair. are there particular issues or specific concerns.

I can't do anything because I keep thinking about CTB.

I have a dumb brain that prohibits me from doing anything, especially learning.

I don't wanna spend the rest of my life doing manual labor, which is what I expect to do if I keep on living, since I can't go to college or trade school with a dumb brain. It would be humiliating and I would disappoint my family.

 

[locked*n*loaded]

Do a scientific analysis. Weight the pro and the cons. Imagine a scale with the pros (for sticking around) on one side and the cons (reasons to ctb) on the other. Which side is heavier?

 

[fisbp]

Do a scientific analysis. Weight the pro and the cons. Imagine a scale with the pros (for sticking around) on one side and the cons (reasons to ctb) on the other. Which side is heavier?

The cons are way heavier.

 

[locked*n*loaded]

The cons are way heavier.

Is the bitch hope still sitting on the pro side?

 

[Efilismislife]

To OP its up to you if its really a desperate/hopeless situation maybe either or anything is the same

besides what makes a difference unless you still have hope? Or fear?

Do a scientific analysis. Weight the pro and the cons. Imagine a scale with the pros (for sticking around) on one side and the cons (reasons to ctb) on the other. Which side is heavier?

We use the same way of thinking. but i still fail cause cant shut down the fear and unknown and so fk hard to find a capable reliable less painful method

 

[.............]

All I can say is think about it. Like super hard. Consider every factor of your life that's significant to you and ask yourself if it makes things worse or better.

 

[Ligottian]

I can't do anything because I keep thinking about CTB.

I have a dumb brain that prohibits me from doing anything, especially learning.

I don't wanna spend the rest of my life doing manual labor, which is what I expect to do if I keep on living, since I can't go to college or trade school with a dumb brain. It would be humiliating and I would disappoint my family.

I'm quite "book smart" in many ways, but when it comes to everyday practical skills, I'm dumb as a rock.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only you know if ctb is the right thing for yourself and only you can make that decision. I'm sorry that things are so hopeless and I know this life can be unbearable when you are suffering so much. I understand what it is like having dread for the future, it can be so awful. I wish you the best in whatever happens.

 

[outrider567]

That's how I feel--broken beyond repair--I can't bring her back to life, so my life must end also

 

[WorthlessTrash]

Only you can decide that.