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mordumfan

mordumfan

angel
Aug 12, 2025
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Me personally, I would hope it's just nothing. Maybe i would want to leave my body and become a soul traveling the galaxy. I am interested to know what other (suicidal) people think of the afterlife. What are your thoughts in general?
 
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itsgone2

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Sep 21, 2025
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I do believe there will be something. There must be something behind all this. Some reason for existence.
But I would perhaps prefer nothing. I fear an afterlife will just continue this anxiety I've carried for so long.
 
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limenlux

limenlux

Impermanent
Jul 12, 2026
271
A peaceful, permanent night's rest would be satisfactory.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
49,600
All I could ever wish and hope for is the peace of non-existence where this existence I just always saw as the most terrible, dreadful mistake is finally all gone and forgotten, no matter what I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer in this existence so torturous, to exist will always be an abomination to me.

All that existence ever does is just torture existing beings all for the sake of it, I just hope to never suffer again, for me non-existence is all that could ever be desirable and I'll only be at peace once I'm no longer burdened with this existence of torturous suffering, non-existence truly is all I could ever see as positive, to suffer in this existence is the most terrible, torturous burden.
 
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PeaceSeeker83

Student
Jul 23, 2026
132
I guess I am lucky that I view this life as hell so I view any possible afterlife as being an improvement. In all seriousness, I don't think anything can be worse than being here.
 
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lunamoonki

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Aug 5, 2026
32
What I believe is...nothingness. Mind and body just ceases to exist.

What I hope...I get to longer on as a spirit and be able to explore the universe. I'd 1st see the deep depths of the earth. And then explore out to the sun and each planet in our solar system. And then outwards to our galaxy. Wouldnt that be amazing?
 
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deformedmutant

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May 31, 2026
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I was raised catholic, but I hope that reincarnation is real. I've always liked the idea of trying again
 
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SilentVelvet

SilentVelvet

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Jan 28, 2026
45
I hope there's simply nothing after death. I want to completely cease to exist
 
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bloodonmyhands4ever

bloodonmyhands4ever

Will you draw hearts in my yearbook memorial?
Aug 6, 2026
21
Something nice. If there is a god, Hopefully they can forgive me in some way.
 
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Cepheuss

Cepheuss

Experienced
Apr 17, 2023
285
Absolutely nothing, i dont want to exist in any form
 
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2Sensible

2Sensible

Member
Aug 12, 2026
58
I hope for nothingness.
I have a genuine fear of reincarnation bcs i don't want to do this again or even having it worse than now
 
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kami764

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Jul 7, 2026
1
I'm somewhat buddhist, so they say you get reborn when you die. It doesn't matter that much though because you wouldn't have any memories and won't really be the same person anymore. In a sense there is something after death but this life also all there is.
 
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whatever000

whatever000

Member
Aug 14, 2026
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Me personally, I would hope it's just nothing. Maybe i would want to leave my body and become a soul traveling the galaxy. I am interested to know what other (suicidal) people think of the afterlife. What are your thoughts in general?
I hope it's nothing.
OR some type of positive plot twist. Like this was just a bad trip, a weird VR video game where I got dealt a crappy hand and had a bad time but my real life is much much better.

Nothing for me is more terrifying than killing myself and have it be somehow worse after.
 
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Tired_birth_1967

Experienced
Nov 1, 2023
217
What were you like before you were born? Everything the human species has managed to learn about dying suggests that, after death, there is simply non-existence. The human dilemma lies in the difficulty of accepting that we might be just another species unlucky enough to possess an evolved brain. The illusion created by our capacity for complex reasoning and questioning makes us forget that we are merely a collection of organs arranged haphazardly within a physical shell. Our minds have evolved far beyond the rest of our organs. We are left with nothing to do but create and fantasize about existence, death, and the afterlife—concepts that are, ultimately, human constructs. At one time, we were merely a rough draft of our current species, and perhaps, countless years from now, a new stage of evolution will emerge. Unfortunately, just like those who existed before our current stage, we will not be here if this collection of organs ever evolves beyond what we are today.
 
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xXiloveyouXx

Nothing at all
Jul 27, 2024
218
a peaceful place where it's eternally spring. you get to be with the person you love and can be happy forever. it must be everything you couldn't get in this life and more, it only makes sense, and i hope god is as gentle and forgiving as I believe him to be.
 
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Ariii

Ariii

Student
Oct 29, 2023
154
Hopefully nothing, but also I guess it'd be nice to be a ghost and just float around and observe people and visit places before fading into oblivion. I think I'd be a lot happier, even if alive, if people didnt see me or even know I existed and I could do whatever I wanted
 
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hihi2027

hihi2027

Member
Jul 29, 2026
29
No one knows obviously but I'd personally hope for it to be nothingness. After suffering through this life, I wouldn't want to give it back just to trade it for another. That makes reincarnation is sort of a gamble to me because you could either end up better, worse or back where you started. I'd love to enter an endless sleep state where I'm completely and blissfully unaware, because you can't be suicidal when you're unconcious. I hope whatever is out there is gentle to us suicidal people when we finally take our lives.
 
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decadance

decadance

counting goats…
Feb 18, 2026
34
i hope theres nothingness after you die but ive been very worried that reincarnation might exist, i really hope not
 
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