Discussion What are you feeling right now? don't think. just type.

[Unlucky777]

I thought of that also.

Road trip to Minnesota?

 

[not-2-b-the-answer]

Road trip to Minnesota?

I don't think it will be long until we see it everywhere.

 

[Unlucky777]

I don't think it will be long until we see it everywhere.

I pray I'm next. When are they coming to NJ? I'll rent out an SUV and stake them out

 

[not-2-b-the-answer]

I pray I'm next. When are they coming to NJ? I'll rent out an SUV and stake them out

Is Jersey a Blue State ?

 

[Unlucky777]

Is Jersey a Blue State ?

Last I checked yes it was. Who knows, I try to stay far far away from politics nowadays. Less politics in my life, the happier I am

 

[rainwillneverstop]

guilt and regret

 

[Catscratch]

Empty and exhausted. I wanna die right now

 

[not-2-b-the-answer]

Insomnia.... But tired... Watching Seth Meyers while typing. Depression. Wishing I had died in the womb.
There were also a few points in my life when I almost died but unfortunately I survived.
Wanting this wretched life to end.
Fat and Fugly. Lonely and longing even though I don't want to date. Why date when I don't want to be alive. Why bring someone else down.
Still wishing I had someone to hold for awhile.
Anger at being brought into this shitty world. Hatred for people who fucked me over.
People making life miserable for others, just because they can.

 

[itsgone2]

I'm sad that I made the wrong choices in life.
Me and my family should be happy.
Instead I'm alone and ruined and daydreaming about shooting myself. Such awful, violent; imagery.
I just hate it all

 

[InevitableDeath]

Disappointment

 

[Dejected 55]

Still congested. Less coughing, though. No headaches or nausea. I haven't taken any Tylenol in a couple of days now. The worst seems to be over. But now that means I can be more aware of the loneliness again... more depressed again... more aware of the world that is crashing in on me... more aware of the rest of the world that is falling apart... all the hate, the killing, the people who want to kill whether they have or not yet... the world really is falling apart, and so many people are gleeful about it. I am no saint... I am not perfect... but this world... every day there is less and less reason to want to be here. Even if I could become rich and live as a hermit... why would I want to continue to be here in this world? Alone or otherwise, this world is fast turning to shit, a race to the bottom... and people want to "win" that race to the bottom so badly that they don't notice the prize they seek is horrible.

 

[violetforever]

i'm so bored i actually want school to start already because maybe that will help

 

[amor.dor]

Over the past few days, I've been dreaming a lot about the past — reliving moments I had forgotten — and I wake up with a heavy feeling in my body. Those moments will never come back, and each day my body feels more tired. I feel more and more anhedonic, apathetic, and indifferent.

I looked at photos of my late ex and realized I'm starting to forget him, and that hurts in my heart… because I truly loved that person. And I realized that when I die, it'll be the same — people will always move on. So there's no reason for me to worry about them.
I feel like I can't help anyone anymore — I'm just putting in overtime in life.

I thought about talking to a loved one first, but it would be cruel to do that only to die right after. So today, I'll just do what I enjoy, tidy up the whole house, dress nicely… and it's better if by tomorrow I'm no longer here.
And may this house have only silence living inside it.
I don't feel any fear anymore...

 

[Unlucky777]

I never wear my seat belt because if I do get into an accident, I hope it kills me. I'm thinking of disabling my air bag. I just don't want to be here anymore.

I wish I could find a nice and high cliff that I could drive my car off of. I have thought about driving my car into a body of water but the thought of drowning terrifies me as I have traumas from 3 near drowning events before age 13.

I just want to put myself in dangers way in hope that it can kill me. Or that I would run into a crazy person with a gun and they shoot me. I just don't want to do it myself.

I view other people who get killed and always think to myself how they are so lucky.


Someone anyone please come and kill me now

 

[constantstruggle]

Want it to end

 

[Unlucky777]

I literally have no desire no interest in anything. I have so much I can do and places I can go but I don't want to do anything. I feel empty on the inside, it's quite possibly one of the worst feelings I've ever felt. I'm losing my will to live and I am trying to work up the courage to make my next attempt. It's very hard because I have no desire for literally anything right now. I wish someone would kill me by any means

 

[Manaaja]

What is the age of consent? I think many things cannot be consented to ever. So the age of consent is always out of reach.

 

[Unlucky777]

Consciousness is a curse.

 

[Dejected 55]

It's all sad and pointless. There was never a point, but we fool ourselves to think of one to keep going for a time. Eventually the facade falls away or is unsustainable. Some people never seem to notice, though, or maybe they just don't care. The rules change, the ground moves beneath you, everything shifts and what you thought was right five minutes ago is wrong now. Good is punished, evil is rewarded, it's all subject to whims of who is in power and who most people are following. Tomorrow things will be acceptable that were not today. You cannot adjust fast enough unless you are the one making the changes. There is no point.