Discussion What are you feeling right now? don't think. just type.

[darksouls]

I demand the non-existence, I am fed up

 

[EmptyBottle]

Used 2024 laptop on Live OS (kinda nice but having my files on the system would be better... I backed up files from site in case of pending issues, encrypted SaSu savefiles and swapped/hid the HDD)
Watched Futurama (when Leela discovers some tasty 'food' in holes that turn out to be aliens) ~ Nice
irl is yet to get complicated and annoying maybe, unfortunate, tho I'm a little ready.

 

[darksouls]

all my life I have only been good enough for other people to exploit me

 

[EmptyBottle]

I feel relieved around 11pm when irl wasn't as annoying as feared. Had an interesting discussion about what our days were like, from the person troubleshooting car speakers/radio to me eating an oat meal, then tidying my room and finding that $50 was deeper in the snowflake box than I realised.... and even about TV shows. I mentioned a Futurama episode where Leela discovered tasty food from a planet after not eating, only for it to turn out to be aliens, and they wanted to eat billions of humans, before negotiating to eat Leela, who was swapped for an orangutan. Once a hippie told the dumb aliens, they got mad, tho eventually the hippie was eaten instead. There was mention of an older cartoon or show where partway thru, some rats were eaten.

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A little disappointed that the butter chicken naan I was about to microwave had ~5mm black dots with the dots having a musty smell (mould or so), probably wasn't sealed and this evening was the last valid day to eat it (had there been no dots).

Overall, the day was more unique compared to the other days with lots of web chatting.


PS: The tag for revealing/hiding posts I use is

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[Manaaja]

Biologically, female is more important than male, and young male is more important than old male, and old male is worth a lot to predators. Young males beat and exile old males, and predators eat the old males.

People would rather a million young people die than one old male sit castrated in jail.

You could give them eternal paradise, and they'd cry "Noooooo, an old cismale got castrated for attempted murder, noooooo. Now he is calm and happy and friendly and won't hurt others anymore, noooooooo".

People's true wish is to be eternally tortured by old cismales. So, we could jail all people, put then in tiny jails where they can't even stand, tell them old cismales ordered it, and the people would be happy in their jails.

 

[Dejected 55]

It's all horrible and pointless and unwanted and I wish I were never a part of it because there is no way out.

 

[darksouls]

society is abomination, I dont want to support that human scum any longer

 

[Hime]

Been impulse buying so much... I'm honestly starting to do it more as self-harm, half this crap I don't even need :< ...

 

[tunnelV]

Drained

 

[GlassMoon]

Exhaustion. I was busy with something time-critical the whole weekend and then went to work today and now that time-critical stuff has to go on. Taking a break now.

 

[Hime]

Huge mood-swing, broke down crying because I discovered a USB stick containing pictures of me and my ex in high school. I don't know... Seeing his handwriting and everything again really shook me. There's so much I've forgotten unconsciously, and that scares me. These memories disappearing right in my head, outside of my control.

 

[Black_Knight]

I think someone on here killed themselves because of something I said while I was in a paranoid and angry state years ago

 

[Andarna]

It's like being stuck in thick mud. Every move feels heavy and slow. I am tired.

 

[Dejected 55]

Everything and nothing... I feel every bad thing. I feel no good things. Even if the worst possible thing doesn't happen, it's still bad... and the bad things pile up over time and it is unbearable most days. I never get the good part of any situation. I only get the bad... or if I'm "lucky" I get neutral sometimes... but never good. Why?

 

[darksouls]

already dead inside

 

[Grog]

I wish someone could love me and accept me the way I am.

 

[darksouls]

the ignorance of humanity destroys everything and everyone

 

[Manaaja]

Go obey your cis hetero males and old women if you so desire. See where it takes you and where it doesn't take you.

I'll only do what benefits me.

 

[corpse]

I hate men, I don't feel safe out there.