Discussion what are things you want to experience or try before leaving?

[yearned]

self-explanatory. im trying to conjure some thoughts up but can't right now. i wonder what are things you want to try or experience before CTB. when i was using drugs, i really wanted to experience a dmt breakthrough at least once (i still havent, only got halfway there). i would love to try base-jumping. i would love to document my parents life experience through interviews as a time capsule for perennity. turns out i have conjured some thoughts, your turn !!!

 

[skyisblue]

Sky-diving, but i don't think I'll get that opportunity before i CTB. being in the air seems so nice

 

[Bsauce]

when i was using drugs, i really wanted to experience a dmt breakthrough at least once (i still havent, only got halfway there)

I'd recommend ayahuasca, it'll get you there.

I would like to go rogue for a week, detach from everything, stay in a nice quiet place in the woods. Actually the main motivation for me to CTB is the impossibility to live like that.

 

[xXSufferingXx]

jetskiing, flying a plane or helicopter (even just for 30 seconds lol),
thats all i can think of rn.
i already did bungee jumping at a big festival before.
there was no enjoyment in it i only bungee jumped for the bragging rights.

 

[s_o_a]

even though it sounds cliché, but real love. or even a deep platonic relationship.

 

[WaistedPotential]

I just want to lie down and hold someone in earnest so I can imagine what it would be like to have a deep, long-lasting connection. I don't think I would want to CTB so often if I had that.

 

[divinemistress87]

5 meo dmt and skydiving

 

[FrustratedMTFtrans]

HIV with progression to AIDS as further justification to CTB, not that I really need any further justification.

 

[pthnrdnojvsc]

nothing. I don't want to experience nor try anything in this hell ever

 

[FailedNav]

To be honest, most "adventures" I've had were, in the end, somewhat underwhelming. My personality type leads to worrying about things going wrong so i will "over plan". And I don't tend to remember things in positive terms. But I can remember the negative aspects like it happened 5 minutes ago.

For instance, I tried zip lining once. Nothing really when wrong and it was fun I guess. But when I think about it now I don't get any kind of rush or anything. But I can remember one of the instructors getting on me about getting my harness tightened. THAT I remember vividly. Even right now, I get a kind of shock thinking about it.

So there really isn't anything I want to experience. It wouldn't live up to the hype.

 

[FuneralCry]

I don't, I'd never wish to experience anything at all rather all I want is to be permanently unconscious free from all torture, pain and suffering, no matter what only non-existence could ever be positive for me.

I'll always and only hope for the peace of non-existence and I'd just never wish to be conscious of anything at all, to suffer in this existence truly is the most terrible, torturous burden to me and it's one that only ever causes all this dreadful, futile suffering, more than anything I wish I never suffered, to me existence will just always be the most cruel mistake.