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luten

work, love, and learn
Feb 25, 2021
507
Mine:

  1. mother - died
  2. dog - euthanized due to bi-lateral hip dysplasia
  3. best friend - died
  4. x girlfriend (left her for petty reasons, she was actually a good gf)
  5. I have also lost a lot of time due to procrastination, and i mean a lot.
  6. I guess I have also lost the ability to function without medication due to physical dependence.
how about you?
 
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BeansOfRequirement

BeansOfRequirement

Man-child, loser, autistic, etc.
Jan 26, 2021
5,845
Never had anything to lose to begin with :sunglasses:
 
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Superdeterminist

Superdeterminist

Enlightened
Apr 5, 2020
1,873
I think I've lost my ability to love life. I've seen what life can do to people, and it has hurt me enough already. I kind of hate reality now, and I view it almost as a kind of enemy somehow. Like, how dare it produce all this suffering? There could be no appropriate justification for it, ever. Which moron allowed this program be allowed to run, producing these horrific results.
 
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Trisolaris

Trisolaris

Arcanist
Dec 11, 2018
447
My ability to work, can't do basic chores, can't go out, can't interact with people, everything basically.
 
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EmptyManForever

My wings were cut and now I can fly no more!
Oct 3, 2020
141
My mind !
 
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happylilsht

happylilsht

Member
Jan 23, 2021
59
i lost my shot at life
 
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death137

death137

miserable
Jun 25, 2020
1,166
My father, dogs
 
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killedbypsychiatry

killedbypsychiatry

drugging kids is abuse
Jan 27, 2021
797
my health
 
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noname223

Archangel
Aug 18, 2020
7,058
my health
 
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sorella santini

sorella santini

Member
Jan 19, 2021
87
My self worth
Along with my health
 
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TriggerHappy

TriggerHappy

In the kingdom of th blind; the one-eyed are kings
Jan 24, 2021
1,297
A Not-So-Random list of the things I have lost: know the feeling?
1. My mom
2. My dad
3. Partners (dead; driven away)
4. My childlike unquestioning faith
5. Trust of my friends (insane alienation: I just doubt their attentions sometimes)
6. Self-worth
7. Health (Mental / Emotional / Physical)
8. Money (won't even try do the maths on drug-money wasted)
9. Cars (written off / crashed)
10. Stuff (given away before prev attempts / pawned / traded for cash for drugs)
11. Time (years in rehabs / hospitals / recovery farms etc)
12. Jobs / Opportunities
13. Myself - as my life progresses I just lose bits of my willingness to survive...
 
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Mentalmick

Mentalmick

IMHOTEP!!!
Nov 30, 2020
2,049
My mum and quite a few pets. My interest in gaming.
 
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whywere

Angelic
Jun 26, 2020
4,047
In 1982, yep, I am old! 65 to be exact!!, I watched as my best friend ever drown. He was challenged to swim across a small lake with ice chuncks still floating on it and if he did a gal would make him very happy (sex and lots of it) he got half way cross and went under and drown and I was on the shore. I can not swim and/or hardly get in a shower and that was the 1st time that state troopers were called and had a apb (all points bulletin) put out on me and 1st time with mental health people. Still miss him ALOT over 39 years later. Walter :'(;-;
 
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Crusader

● I do not live ● ● I exist ●
Mar 6, 2021
193
my health, my home country, my life (I only exist)
 
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WornOutLife

WornOutLife

マット
Mar 22, 2020
7,183
Apart from myself, my ex gf I think!
 
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ikadasui

ikadasui

Arcanist
May 29, 2018
463
Father, health, mind and any will or inspiration I had as a child.
 
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Loser47

Student
Jan 14, 2021
130
My will to live?
 
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Sprite_Geist

Sprite_Geist

NULL
May 27, 2020
1,699
Youth.
 
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hopelessanddisabled

The epitome of bad luck
Feb 5, 2021
55
My hearing
 
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FreeAngel

FreeAngel

Student
Mar 3, 2021
111
My best friend died
 
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Sullun

Member
Jul 5, 2020
74
Myself.
 
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alown

alown

soon in the other reality where we come from ༄
Mar 13, 2021
297
my friends,
my health (physical and mental),
my dog,
and obviously my desire to live...
 
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Lost.

Lost.

Antidepressants and antipsychotics are posion
Feb 13, 2020
173
I suffer with human maden illness (toxic injury by medications) and i have lost a lot due to that! It is my the biggest loss in my life.
 
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H2H2

Specialist
May 31, 2019
320
- My heatlh
- A sense of purpose and place in this world
- Life experiences
 
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naiad

naiad

Member
Mar 20, 2021
19
love of my life, grandma, health, youth and myself
 
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KuriGohan&Kamehameha

KuriGohan&Kamehameha

想死不能 - 想活不能
Nov 23, 2020
1,887
My father died, mother abandoned me as a child, grandpa died, and one of my best friends died from suicide several years ago. I have lost many other friends throughout the years as they disappear and go their own ways.

I lost my health and some of my cognitive ability due to memory issues from ptsd. I have lost part of my vision. I have lost my ability to exercise. I have lost my ability to concentrate or stay awake. I lost my freedom to eat what I want.

A better question would be what haven't I lost at this point? Living a shell of a life.
 
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nurplexkid

Member
Oct 27, 2018
66
My pride and my faith in humanity.
 
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Conker

Conker

Specialist
Oct 22, 2019
351
My will to be apart of the Universe, or Earth. I'm tired of fighting, I don't approve of these evil retards causing me and many others to end up as collateral damage due to their actions.

My health.

Now I'm only left for dead bleeding out, and thankfully this prison sentence is nearing its definite end.
 
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jusbug

Member
Apr 19, 2019
63
i lost my dignity
 
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signifying nothing

signifying nothing

-
Sep 13, 2020
2,553
I'm really perplexed by this question. I can't answer it.
 
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