Well here I am again.

[Zzzzz]

Hating being alive with a passion, as usual. I am sure I will never enjoy being alive.if I was going to be happy it would have happened years ago. No, I'm just being dragged along in a life I hate being a part of. Fighting a pointless and miserable daily battle with absolutely nothing in it for me. Well back to thinking about suicide methods. my options seem very limited in my current circumstances.but hopefully I'll have an opportunity for ctb of some kind. I can't do this. I have no desire to keep going and I never will!

 

[Sanva]

i feel the same. desperately want a way out. it sucks feeling like you're stuck with a life that you don't want at all.

 

[FuneralCry]

I know that it can be unbearable living a life you hate. It can be dreadful when everything is so hopeless. I understand that it is hard to carry on when you are suffering so much. I'm sorry you have to go through this. I wish it was easier to leave this world as well. Whatever happens, I wish you the best.

 

[UpandDownPrincess]

Welcome back. So sorry you had to find us again.

 

[Zzzzz]

i feel the same. desperately want a way out. it sucks feeling like you're stuck with a life that you don't want at all.

I would say it sucks is a huge understatement. It feels "as if" I'm being tortured physically and psychologically by a sadistic being. Cursed to live in misery.