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Deltawaves74

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Dec 16, 2020
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waiting for sn to come its getting so hard now, i dont know how much longer i can hold on. sick of crying and this pain and being misunderstood the more i get to know about people the more it hurts and makes me realise i was never meant for this fucked up planet. inside its raging i dont get angry i dont like anger but in me its built up to that point and because i cant verbalise it to people because then i will be in the wrong again, it gets internalised and makes me completely determined and sure that i need to get out of this
 
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WornOutLife

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Mar 22, 2020
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Just relax and wait for it. It'll arrive sooner or later.

The surprising thing, though, is that some people once they get it, they "postpone" their CTB. Crazy huh?
 
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Deltawaves74

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Dec 16, 2020
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i get for some people just having it gives a peace of mind but for me its taking me out of this pain and a world that im not made to be part of
 

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