celestialstarzz
Member
- Jan 1, 2025
- 34
Life won't get better and I don't know how much longer I can take it. I really think I'm almost there. I can't seem to keep a routine without driving myself crazy and I also can't NOT have a routine without driving myself crazy. All I want to do is starve myself and ctb when the moment was right. If my friend was still here I probably wouldn't feel this way. I never look at life like I'm going to succeed. When I look out at a future all I see is failure. Even if I don't kill myself my life will be so fucking miserable that it doesn't even matter. I really think it's almost time. I don't think there's any helping me
