Useless slug returns

[ornitier199]

why is this to me my only place to go now even though

i couldn't shoot myself that day again, sorry if going in circles again, but i have no one
i hand my finger on the trigger but it wasn't SI keeping me from pulling the trigger, it was someone else. and thats very stupid of me because i have no one, even though i mentioned it plenty of time

i think its time id open up about it maybe it'll aid me next time with it sort of off my chest a bit.
think ill make a separate thread for that. because it involves showing a bit of things from Final Kismet, and diving into what really happened that day[/b].

i'll start small, take it bit by bit, hopefully i wont be too afraid this time

 

[FuneralCry]

I think that if I had the option of a gun I would never be able to ctb that way as I would fear it going wrong. I wish that dying was as easy as choosing to never wake again. It is such a cruel and horrible world and I understand the feeling of wanting to escape from it all. I hope that in whatever happens, you find relief from your suffering.